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GEORGE MUELLER OF BRISTOL
CHAPTER 3
Making Ready The Chosen Vessel
THE workman of God needs to wait on Him to
know the work he is to do and the sphere where he is to serve Him.
Mature disciples at Halle advised George Mueller for the time thus quietly to
wait for divine guidance, and meanwhile to take no further steps toward the
mission field. He felt unable, however, to dismiss the question, and was so
impatient to settle it that he made the common blunder of attempting to come
to a decision in a carnal way. He resorted to the lot, and not only
so, but to the lot as cast in the lap of the lottery! In other words,
he first drew a lot in private, and then bought a ticket in a royal lottery,
expecting his steps to be guided in a matter so solemn as the choice of a
field for the service of God, by the turn of the "wheel of fortune"! Should
his ticket draw a prize he would go; if not, stay at home. Having drawn a
small sum, he accordingly accepted this as a "sign," and at once applied to
the Berlin Missionary Society, but was not accepted because his application
was not accompanied with his father's consent.
Thus a higher Hand had disposed while man proposed. God kept out of the
mission field, at this juncture, one so utterly unfit for His work that he
had not even learned that primary lesson that he who would work with God must
first wait on Him and wait for Him, and that all undue haste in such a matter
is worse than waste. He who kept Moses waiting forty years before He sent him
to lead out captive Israel, who withdrew Saul of Tarsus three years into
Arabia before he sent him as an apostle to the nations, and who left even His
own Son thirty years in obscurity before His manifestation as Messiah-- this
God is in no hurry to put other servants at work. He says to all impatient
souls: "My time is not yet full come, but your time is always ready."
Only twice after this did George Mueller ever resort to the lot: once at a
literal parting of the ways when he was led by it to take the wrong fork of
the road, and afterward in a far more important matter, but with a like
result: in both cases he found he had been misled, and henceforth abandoned
all such chance methods of determining the mind of God.
He learned two lessons, which new dealings of God more and more deeply
impressed:
First, that the safe guide in every crisis is believing prayer in connection with the word of God;
Secondly, that continued uncertainty as to one's course is a reason for continued waiting.
These lessons should not be lightly passed
over, for they are too valuable. The flesh is impatient of all delay, both in
decision and action; hence all carnal choices are immature and premature, and
all carnal courses are mistaken and unspiritual. God is often moved to delay
that we may be led to pray, and even the answers to prayer are deferred that
the natural and carnal spirit may be kept in check and self-will may bow
before the will of God.
In a calm review of his course many years later George Mueller saw that he
"ran hastily to the lot" as a shorter way of settling a doubtful matter, and
that, especially in the question of God's call to the mission field, this was
shockingly improper. He saw also how unfit he had been at that time for the
work he sought: he should rather have asked himself how one so ignorant and
so needing to be taught could think of teaching others! Though a child of
God, he could not as yet have given a clear statement or explanation of the
most elementary gospel truths. The one thing needful was therefore to have
sought through much prayer and Bible study to get first of all a deeper
knowledge and a deeper experience of divine things.
Impatience to settle a matter so important was itself seen to be a positive
disqualification for true service, revealing unfitness to endure hardship as
a good soldier of Jesus Christ. There is a constant strain and drain on
patient waiting which is a necessary feature of missionary trial and
particularly the trial of deferred harvests. One who, at the outset, could
not brook delay in making his first decision, and wait for God to make known
His will in His own way and time, would not on the field have had long
patience as a husbandman, waiting for the precious fruit of his toil, or have
met with quietness of spirit the thousand perplexing problems of work among
the heathen!
Moreover the conviction grew that, could he have followed the lot, his choice
would have been a life-mistake. His mind, at that time, was bent upon the
East Indies as a field. Yet all subsequent events clearly showed that God's
choice for him was totally different. His repeated offers met as repeated
refusals, and though on subsequent occasions he acted most deliberately and
solemnly, no open door was found, but he was in every case kept from
following out his honest purpose. Nor could the lot be justified as an
indication of his ultimate call to the mission field, for the purpose
of it was definite, namely, to ascertain, not whether at some period of
his life he was to go forth, but whether at that time he was to go
or stay.
The whole after-life of George Mueller proved that God had for him an
entirely different plan, which He was not ready yet to reveal, and which His
servant was not yet prepared to see or follow. If any man's life ever was a
plan of God, surely this life was; and the Lord's distinct, emphatic leading,
when made known, was not in this direction. He had purposed for George
Mueller a larger field than the Indies, and a wider witness than even the
gospel message to heathen peoples. He was "not suffered" to go into
"Bithynia" because "Macedonia" was waiting for his ministry.
With increasing frequency, earnestness, and minuteness, was George Mueller
led to put before God, in prayer, all matters that lay upon his mind. This
man was to be peculiarly an example to believers as an intercessor;
and so God gave him from the outset a very simple, childlike disposition
toward Himself. In many things he was in knowledge and in strength to outgrow
childhood and become a man, for it marks immaturity when we err through
ignorance and are overcome through weakness. But in faith and in the filial
spirit, he always continued to be a little child. Mr. J. Hudson Taylor well
reminds us that while in nature the normal order of growth is from childhood
to manhood and so to maturity, in grace the true development is perpetually
backward toward the cradle: must become and continue as little children, not
losing, but rather gaining, childlikeness of spirit. The disciple's maturest
manhood is only the perfection of his childhood. George Mueller was never so
really, truly, fully a little child in all his relations to his Father, as
when in the ninety-third year of his age.
Being thus providentially kept from the Indies, he began definite work at
home, though yet having little real knowledge of the divine art of coworking
with God. He spoke to others of their soul's welfare, and wrote to former
companions in sin, and circulated tracts and missionary papers. Nor were his
labours without encouragement, though sometimes his methods were awkward or
even grotesque, as when, speaking to a beggar in the fields about his need of
salvation, he tried to overcome apathetic indifference by speaking louder and
louder, as though mere bawling in his ears would subdue the hardness of his
heart!
In 1826 he first attempted to preach. An unconverted schoolmaster some
six miles from Halle he was the means of turning to the Lord; and this
schoolmaster asked him to come and help an aged, infirm clergyman in the
parish. Being a student of divinity he was at liberty to preach, but
conscious ignorance had hitherto restrained him. He thought, however, that by
committing some other man's sermon to memory he might profit the hearers, and
so he undertook it. It was slavish work to prepare, for it took most of a
week to memorize the sermon, and it was joyless work to deliver it, for there
was none of the living power that attends a man's God-given message and
witness. His conscience was not yet enlightened enough to see that he was
acting a false part in preaching another's sermon as his own; nor had he the
spiritual insight to perceive that it is not God's way to set up a man to
preach who knows not enough of either His word or the life of the Spirit
within him, to prepare his own discourse. How few even among preachers feel
preaching to be a divine vocation and not a mere human profession; that a
ministry of the truth implies the witness of experience, and that to preach
another man's sermon is, at the best, unnatural walking on stilts!
George Mueller "got through" his painful effort of August 27, 1826, reciting
this memoriter sermon at eight A.M. in the chapel of ease, and three hours
later in the parish church. Being asked to preach again in the afternoon, but
having no second sermon committed to memory, he had to keep silent, or
depend on the Lord for help. He thought he could at least read the fifth
chapter of Matthew, and simply expound it. But he had no sooner begun the
first beatitude than he felt himself greatly assisted. Not only were his lips
opened, but the Scriptures were opened too, his own soul expanded, and a
peace and power wholly unknown to his tame, mechanical repetitions of the
morning, accompanied the simpler expositions of the afternoon, with this
added advantage, that he talked on a level with the people and not over their
heads, his colloquial, earnest speech riveting their attention.
Going back to Halle, he said to himself, "This is the true way to preach,"
albeit he felt misgivings lest such a simple style of exposition might not
suit so well a cultured refined city congregation. He had yet to learn how
the enticing words of man's wisdom make the cross of Christ of none effect,
and how the very simplicity that makes preaching intelligible to the
illiterate makes sure that the most cultivated will also understand it,
whereas the reverse is not true.
Here was another very important step in his preparation for subsequent
service. He was to rank throughout life among the simplest and most
scriptural of preachers. This first trial of pulpit-work led to frequent
sermons, and in proportion as his speech was in the simplicity that is in
Christ did he find joy in his work and a harvest from it. The committed
sermon of some great preacher might draw forth human praise, but it was the
simple witness of the Word, and of the believer to the Word, that had praise
of God. His preaching was not then much owned of God in fruit. Doubtless the
Lord saw that he was not ready for reaping, and scarcely for sowing: there
was yet too little prayer in preparation and too little unction in delivery,
and so his labours were comparatively barren of results.
About this same time he took another step-- perhaps the most significant thus
far in its bearing on the precise form of work so closely linked with his
name. For some two months he availed himself of the free lodgings furnished
for poor divinity students in the famous Orphan Houses built by A. H.
Franck? This saintly man, a professor of divinity at Halle, who had died
a hundred years before (1727), had been led to found an orphanage in entire
dependence upon God. Half unconsciously George Mueller's whole life-work at
Bristol found both its suggestion and pattern in Franck?s orphanage at
Halle. The very building where this young student lodged was to him an object
lesson-- a visible, veritable, tangible proof that the Living God hears
prayer, and can, in answer to prayer alone, build a house for orphan
children. That lesson was never lost, and George Mueller fell into the
apostolic succession of such holy labour! He often records how much his own
faith-work was indebted to that example of simple trust in prayer exhibited
by Franck? Seven years later he read his life, and was thereby still more
prompted to follow him as he followed Christ.
George Mueller's spiritual life in these early days was strangely chequered.
For instance, he who, as a Lutheran divinity student, was essaying to preach,
hung up in his room a framed crucifix, hoping thereby to keep in mind the
sufferings of Christ and so less frequently fall into sin. Such helps,
however, availed him little, for while he rested upon such artificial props,
it seemed as though he sinned the oftener.
He was at this time overworking, writing sometimes fourteen hours a day, and
this induced nervous depression, which exposed him to various temptations. He
ventured into a confectioner's shop where wine and beer were sold, and then
suffered reproaches of conscience for conduct so unbecoming a believer; and
he found himself indulging ungracious and ungrateful thoughts of God, who,
instead of visiting him with deserved chastisement, multiplied His tender
mercies.
He wrote to a rich, liberal and titled lady, asking a loan, and received the
exact sum asked for, with a letter, not from her, but from another into whose
hands his letter had fallen by "a peculiar providence," and who signed it as
"An adoring worshipper of the Saviour Jesus Christ." While led to send the
money asked for, the writer added wise words of caution and counsel-- words
so fitted to George Mueller's exact need that he saw plainly the higher Hand
that had guided the anonymous writer. In that letter he was urged to "seek by
watching and prayer to be delivered from all vanity and self-complacency," to
make it his "chief aim to be more and more humble, faithful, and quiet," and
not to be of those who "say 'Lord, Lord,' but have Him not deeply in their
hearts." He was also reminded that "Christianity consists not in words but in
power, and that there must be life in us."
He was deeply moved by this message from God through an unknown party, and
the more as it had come, with its enclosure, at the time when he was not only
guilty of conduct unbecoming a disciple, but indulging hard thoughts of his
heavenly Father. He went out to walk alone, and was so deeply wrought on by
God's goodness and his own ingratitude that he knelt behind a hedge, and,
though in snow a foot deep, he forgot himself for a half-hour in praise,
prayer, and self-surrender.
Yet so deceitful is the human heart that a few weeks later he was in such a
backslidden state that, for a time, he was again both careless and prayerless,
and one day sought to drown the voice of conscience in the wine-cup. The
merciful Father gave not up his child to folly and sin. He who once could
have gone to great lengths in dissipation now found a few glasses of wine
more than enough; his relish for such pleasures was gone, and so was the
power to silence the still small voice of conscience and of the Spirit of
God.
Such vacillations in Christian experience were due in part to the lack of
holy associations and devout companionships. Every disciple needs help in
holy living, and this young believer yearned for that spiritual uplift
afforded by sympathetic fellow believers. In vacation times he had found at
Gnadau, the Moravian settlement some three miles from his father's residence,
such soul refreshment, but Halle itself supplied little help. He went often
to church, but seldom heard the gospel, and in that town of over 30,000, with
all its ministers, he found not one enlightened clergyman. When, therefore,
he could hear such a preacher as Dr. Tholuck, he would walk ten or fifteen
miles to enjoy such a privilege. The meetings continued at Mr. Wagner's
house; and on the Lord's day evenings some six or more believing students
were wont to gather, and both these assemblies were means of grace. From
Easter, 1827, so long as he remained in Halle, this latter meeting was held
in his own room, and must rank alongside those little gatherings of the "Holy
Club" in Lincoln College, Oxford, which a hundred years before had shaped the
Wesleys and Whitefield for their great careers. Before George Mueller left
Halle the attendance at this weekly meeting in his room had grown to twenty.
These assemblies were throughout very simple and primitive. In addition to
prayer, singing, and reading of God's word, one or more brethren exhorted or
read extracts from devout books. Here young Mueller freely opened his heart
to others, and through their counsels and prayers was delivered from many
snares.
One lesson, yet to be learned, was that the one fountain of all wisdom and
strength is the Holy Scriptures. Many disciples practically prefer religious
books to the Book of God. He had indeed found much of the reading with which
too many professed believers occupy their minds to be but worthless chaff--
such as French and German novels; but as yet he had not formed the habit of
reading the word of God daily and systematically as in later life, almost to
the exclusion of other books. In his ninety-second year, he said to the
writer, that for every page of any other reading he was sure he read ten of
the Bible. But, up to that November day in 1825 when he first met a praying
band of disciples, he had never to his recollection read one chapter in the
Book of books; and for the first four years of his new life he gave to the
works of uninspired men practical preference over the Living Oracles.
After a true relish for the Scriptures had been created, he could not
understand how he could ever have treated God's Book with such neglect. It
seemed obvious that God having condescended to become an Author,
inspiring holy men to write the Scriptures, He would in them impart the most
vital truths; His message would cover all matters which concern man's
welfare, and therefore, under the double impulse of duty and delight, we
should instinctively and habitually turn to the Bible. Moreover, as he read
and studied this Book of God, he felt himself admitted to more and more
intimate acquaintance with the Author. During the last twenty years of
his life he read it carefully through, four or five times annually, with a
growing sense of his own rapid increase in the knowledge of God thereby.
Such motives for Bible study it is strange that any true believer should
overlook. Ruskin, in writing "Of the King's Treasuries," refers to the
universal ambition for "advancement in life," which means "getting into good
society." How many obstacles one finds in securing an introduction to the
great and good of this world, and even then in getting access to them, in
securing an audience with the kings and queens of human society! Yet there is
open to us a society of people of the very first rank who will meet us and
converse with us so long as we like, whatever our ignorance, poverty, or low
estate-- namely, the society of authors; and the key that unlocks their
private audience-chamber is their books.
So writes Ruskin, and all this is beautifully true; but how few, even among
believers, appreciate the privilege of access to the great Author of the
universe through His word! Poor and rich, high and low, ignorant and learned,
young and old, all alike are welcomed to the audience-chamber of the King of
kings. The most intimate knowledge of God is possible on one condition-- that
we search His Holy Scriptures, prayerfully and habitually, and translate what
we there find, into obedience. Of him who thus meditates on God's law day and
night, who looks and continues looking into this perfect law of liberty, the
promise is unique, and found in both Testaments:
"Whatsoever he doeth shall
prosper";
"that man shall be blessed in his deed."
(Comp. Psalm i. 3; Joshua i. 8; James i. 25.)
So soon as George Mueller found this
well-spring of delight and success, he drank habitually at this fountain of
living waters. In later life he lamented that, owing to his early neglect of
this source of divine wisdom and strength, he remained so long in spiritual
infancy, with its ignorance and impotence. So long and so far as his growth
in knowledge of God was thus arrested his growth in grace was likewise
hindered. His close walk with God began at the point where he learned that
such walk is always in the light of that inspired word which is divinely
declared to be to the obedient soul "a lamp unto the feet and a light unto
the path." He who would keep up intimate converse with the Lord must
habitually find in the Scriptures the highway of such companionship. God's
aristocracy, His nobility, the princes of His realm, are not the wise,
mighty, and high-born of earth, but often the poor, weak, despised of men,
who abide in His presence and devoutly commune with Him through His inspired
word.
Blessed are they who have thus learned to use the key which gives free
access, not only to the King's Treasuries, but to the King Himself!
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