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GEORGE MUELLER OF BRISTOL
CHAPTER 11
Trials Of Faith And Helpers To Faith
God has His own mathematics: witness that
miracle of the loaves and fishes. Our Lord said to His disciples: "Give ye
them to eat," and as they divided, He multiplied, the scanty provision; as
they subtracted from it He added to it; as they decreased it by distributing,
He increased it for distributing. And it has been beautifully said of all
holy partnerships, that griefs shared are divided, and joys shared are
multiplied.
We have already seen how the prayer circle had been enlarged. The founder of
the orphan work, at the first, had only God for his partner, telling Him
alone his own wants or the needs of his work. Later on, a very few, including
his own wife, Mr. Craik, and one or two helpers, were permitted to know the
condition of the funds and supplies. Later still, in the autumn of 1838, he
began to feel that he ought more fully to open the doors of his confidence to
his associates in the Lord's business. Those who shared in the toils should
also share in the prayers, and therefore in the knowledge of the needs which
prayer was to supply; else how could they fully be partakers of the faith,
the work, and the reward? Or, again, how could they feel the full proof of
the presence and power of God in the answers to prayer, know the joy of the
Lord which such answers inspire, or praise Him for the deliverance which such
answers exhibit? It seemed plain that, to the highest glory of God, they must
know the depths of need, the extremities of want out of which God had lifted
them, and ascribe all honour and praise to His name.
Accordingly Mr. Mueller called together all the beloved brothers and sisters
linked with him in the conduct of the work, and fully stated the case,
keeping nothing back. He showed them the distress they were in, while he bade
them be of good courage, assuring them of his own confidence that help was
nigh at hand, and then united them with himself and the smaller praying
circle which had previously existed, in supplication to Jehovah Jireh.
The step thus taken was of no small importance to all concerned. A
considerable number of praying believers henceforth added to the band of
intercessors that gave God no rest day nor night. While Mr. Mueller withheld
no facts as to the straits to which the work was reduced, he laid down
certain principles which from time to time were reiterated as unchanging laws
for the conduct of the Lord's business. For example, nothing must be bought,
whatever the extremity, for which there was not money in hand to pay: and yet
it must be equally a settled principle that the children must not be left to
lack anything needful; for better that the work cease, and the orphans be
sent away, than that they be kept in a nominal home where they were really
left to suffer from hunger or nakedness.
Again, nothing was ever to be revealed to outsiders of existing need, lest it
should be construed into an appeal for help; but the only resort must be to
the living God. The helpers were often reminded that the supreme object of
the institutions, founded in Bristol, was to prove God's fulness and the
perfect safety of trusting solely to His promises; jealousy for Him must
therefore restrain all tendency to look to man for help. Moreover, they were
earnestly besought to live in such daily and hourly fellowship with God as
that their own unbelief and disobedience might not risk either their own
power in prayer, or the agreement, needful among them, in order to common
supplication. One discordant note may prevent the harmonious symphony of
united prayer, and so far hinder the acceptableness of such prayer with God.
Thus informed and instructed, these devoted coworkers, with the beloved
founder of the orphan work, met the crisis intelligently. If, when there were
no funds, there must be no leaning upon man, no debt incurred,
and yet no lack allowed, clearly the only resort or resource must be
waiting upon the unseen God; and so, in these straits and in every succeeding
crisis, they went to Him alone. The orphans themselves were never told of any
existing need; in every case their wants were met, though they knew not how.
The barrel of meal might be empty, yet there was always a handful when
needed, and the cruse of oil was never so exhausted that a few drops were not
left to moisten the handful of meal. Famine and drought never reached the
Bristol orphanage: the supplies might come slowly and only for one day at a
time, but somehow, when the need was urgent and could no longer wait, there
was enough―though it might be barely enough to meet the want.
It should be added here, as completing this part of the Narrative, that, in
August, 1840, this circle of prayer was still further enlarged by admitting
to its intimacies of fellowship and supplication the brethren and sisters who
laboured in the day-schools, the same solemn injunctions being repeated in
their case against any betrayal to outsiders of the crises that might arise.
To impart the knowledge of affairs to so much larger a band of helpers
brought in every way a greater blessing, and especially so to the helpers
themselves. Their earnest, believing, importunate prayers were thus called
forth, and God only knows how much the consequent progress of the work was
due to their faith, supplication, and self-denial. The practical knowledge of
the exigencies of their common experience begat an unselfishness of spirit
which prompted these acts of heroic sacrifice that have no human record or
written history, and can be known only when the pages of the Lord's own
journal are read by an assembled universe in the day when the secret things
are brought to light. It has, since Mr. Mueller's departure, transpired how
large a share of the donations received are to be traced to him; but there is
no means of ascertaining as to the aggregate amount of the secret gifts of
his coworkers in this sacred circle of prayer.
We do know, however, that Mr. Mueller was not the only self-denying giver,
though he may lead the host. His true yoke-fellows often turned the crisis
by their own offerings, which though small were costly! Instrumentally they
were used of God to relieve existing want by their gifts, for out of the
abundance of their deep poverty abounded the riches of their liberality. The
money they gave was sometimes like the widow's two mites―all their living;
and not only the last penny, but ornaments, jewels, heirlooms, long kept and
cherished treasures, like the alabaster flask of ointment which was broken
upon the feet of Jesus, were laid down on God's altar as a willing sacrifice.
They gave all they could spare and often what could ill spare, so that there
might be meat in God's house and no lack of bread or other needed supplies
for His orphans. In a sublime sense this work was not Mr. Mueller's only but
theirs also, who with him took part in prayers and tears, in cares and toils,
in self-denials and self-offerings, whereby God chose to carry forward His
plans for these homeless waifs! It was in thus giving that all the
helpers found also new power, assurance, and blessing in praying; for,
as one of them said, he felt that it would scarcely be "upright to pray,
except he were to give what he had."*
*Narrative, 1:246.
The helpers, thus admitted into Mr.
Mueller's confidence came into more active sympathy with him and the work and
partook increasingly of the same spirit. Of this some few instances and
examples have found their way into his journal.
A gentleman and some ladies visiting the orphan house saw the large number of
little ones to be cared for. One of the ladies said to the matron of the
Boys' House: "Of course you cannot carry on these institutions without a good
stock of funds"; and the gentleman added, "Have you a good stock?" The quiet
answer was, "Our funds are deposited in a bank which cannot break." The reply
drew tears from the eyes of the lady, and a gift of five pounds from the
pocket of the gentleman―a donation most opportune, as there was not one
penny then in hand.
Fellow labourers such as these, who asked nothing for themselves, but
cheerfully looked to the Lord for their own supplies, and willingly parted
with their own money of goods in the hour of need, filled Mr. Mueller's heart
with praise to God, and held up his hands, as Aaron and Hur sustained those
of Moses, till the sun of his life went down. During all the years of his
superintendence these were the main human support of his faith and courage.
They met with him in daily prayer, faithfully kept among themselves the
secrets of the Lord's work in the great trials of faith; and, when the hour
of triumph came, they felt it both duty and privilege in the annual report to
publish their deliverance, to make their boast in God, that all men might
know His love and faithfulness and ascribe Him glory.
From time to time, in connection with the administration of the work, various
questions arose which have a bearing on all departments of Christian service,
for their solution enters into what may be called the ethics and economics of
the Lord's work. At a few of these we may glance.
As the Lord was dealing with them by the day, it seemed clear that they were
to live by the day. No dues should be allowed to accumulate, even such
as would naturally accrue from ordinary weekly supplies of bread, milk, etc.
From the middle of September, 1838, it was therefore determined that every
article bought was to be paid for at the time.
Again, rent became due in stated amounts and at stated times. This want was
therefore not unforeseen, and, looked at in one aspect, rent was due daily or
weekly, though collected at longer intervals. The principle having been laid
that no debt should be incurred, it was considered as implying that the
amount due for rent should be put aside daily, or at least weekly,
even though not then payable. This rule was henceforth adopted, with this
understanding, that money thus laid aside was sacred to that end, and not to
be drawn upon, even temporarily, for any other.
Notwithstanding such conscientiousness and consistency the trial of faith and
patience continued. Money came in only in small sums, and barely enough with
rigid economy to meet each day's wants. The outlook was often most dark and
the prospect most threatening; but no real need ever failed to be
supplied: and so praise was continually mingled with prayer, the incense
of thanksgiving making fragrant the flame of supplication. God's interposing
power and love could not be doubted, and in fact made the more impression as
unquestionable facts, because help came so frequently at the hour of
extremity, and in the exact form or amount needed. Before the provision was
entirely exhausted, there came new supplies or the money wherewith to buy, so
that these many mouths were always fed and these many bodies always clad.
To live up to such principles as had been laid down was not possible without
faith, kept in constant and lively exercise. For example, in the closing
months of 1838 God seemed purposely putting them to a severe test whether or
not they did trust Him alone. The orphan work was in continual
straits: at times not one half-penny was in the hands of the matrons in the
three houses. But not only was no knowledge of such facts ever allowed to
leak out, or any hint of the extreme need ever given to outsiders, but
even those who inquired, with intent to aid, were not informed.
One evening a brother ventured to ask how the balance would stand when the
next accounts were made up, and whether it would be as great in favour of the
orphans when the previous balance-sheet had been prepared. Mr. Mueller's calm
but evasive answer was:
"It will be as great as the Lord pleases."
This was no intentional rudeness. To have said more would have been turning from the one Helper to make at least an indirect appeal to man for help; and every such snare was carefully avoided lest the one great aim should be lost sight of:
to prove to all men that it is safe to trust only in the Living God.
While admitting the severity of the straits
to which the whole work of the Scriptural Knowledge Institution was often
brought, Mr. Mueller takes pains to assure his readers that these straits
were never a surprise to him, and that expectations in the matter of funds
were not disappointed, but rather the reverse. He had looked for great
emergencies as essential to his full witness to a prayer-hearing God. The
almighty Hand can never be clearly seen while any human help is sought for or
is in sight. We must turn absolutely away from all else if we to turn fully
unto the living God. The deliverance is signal, only in proportion as the
danger is serious, and is significant when, without God, we face absolute
despair. Hence the exact end for which the whole work mainly begun could be
attained only through such conditions of extremity and such experiences of
interposition in extremity.
Some who have known but little of the interior history of the orphan work
have very naturally accounted for the regularity of supplies by supposing
that the public statements, made about it by word of mouth, and especially by
pen in the printed annual reports, have constituted appeals for aid.
Unbelief would interpret all God's working however wonderful, by "natural
laws," and the carnal mind, refusing to see in any of the manifestations of
God's power any supernatural force at work, persists in thus explaining away
all the "miracles of prayer."
No doubt humane and sympathetic hearts have been strongly moved by the
remarkable ways in which God has day by day provided for all these orphans,
as well as the branches of work of the Scriptural Knowledge Institution; and
believing souls have been drawn into loving and hearty sympathy with work so
conducted, and been led to become its helpers. It is a well-known fact that
God has used these annual reports to accomplish much results. Yet it remains
true that these reports were never intended or issued as appeals for aid, and
no dependence has been placed upon them for securing timely help. It is also
undeniable that, however frequent their issue, wide their circulation, or
great their influence, the regularity and abundance of the supplies of all
needs must in some other way be accounted for.
Only a few days after public meetings were held or printed reports issued,
funds often fell to their lowest ebb. Mr. Mueller and his helpers were
singularly kept from all undue leaning upon any such indirect appeals, and
frequently and definitely asked God that they might never be left to look for
any inflow of means through such channels. For many reasons the Lord's
dealings with them were made known, the main object of such publicity always
being a testimony to the faithfulness of God. This great object Mr.
Mueller always kept foremost, hoping and praying that, by such records and
revelations of God's fidelity to His promises, and of the manner in which He
met each new need, his servant might awaken, quicken, and stimulate faith in
Him as the Living God. One has only to read these reports to see the
conspicuous absence of any appeal for human aid, or of any attempt to excite
pity, sympathy and compassion toward the orphans. The burden of every report
is to induce the reader to venture wholly upon God, to taste and see that the
Lord is good, and find for himself how blessed are all they that put their
trust in Him. Only in the light of this supreme purpose can these records of
a life of faith be read intelligently and intelligibly.
Weakness of body again, in the autumn of 1839, compelled, for a time, rest
from active labour, and Mr. Mueller went to Trowbridge and Exeter, Teignmouth
and Plymouth. God had precious lessons for him which He could best teach in
the school of affliction.
While at Plymouth Mr. Mueller felt anew the impulse to early rising
for purposes of devotional communion. At Halle he had been an early riser,
influenced by zeal for excellence in study. Afterwards, when his weak head
and feeble nerves made more sleep seem needful, he judged that, even when he
rose late, the day would be long enough to exhaust his little fund of
strength; and so often he lay in bed till six or even seven o'clock, instead
of rising at four; and after dinner took a nap for a quarter-hour. It grew
upon him, however, that he was losing in spiritual vigour, and that his
soul's health was declining under this new regimen. The work now so pressed
upon him as to prevent proper reading of the Word and rob him of leisure for
secret prayer.
A "chance remark"―there is no chance in a believer's life!―made by
the brother at whose house he was abiding at Plymouth, much impressed him.
Referring to the sacrifices in Leviticus, he said that, as the refuse of the
animals was never offered up on the altar, but only the best parts and the
fat, so the choicest of our time and strength, the best parts of our day,
should be especially given to the Lord in worship and communion. George
Mueller meditated much on this; and determined, even at the risk of damage to
bodily health, that he would no longer spend his hours in bed. Henceforth he
allowed himself but seven hours' sleep and gave up his after-dinner
rest. This resumption of early rising secured long seasons of uninterrupted
interviews with God, in prayer and meditation on the Scriptures, before
breakfast and the various inevitable interruptions that followed. He found
himself not worse but better, physically, and became convinced that to have
lain longer in bed as before would have kept his nerves weak; and, as to
spiritual life, such new vitality and vigour accrued from thus waiting upon
God while others slept, that it continued to be the habit of his after-life.
In November, I839, when the needs were again great and the supplies very
small, he was kept in peace: "I was not," he says, looking at the little
in hand, but at the fulness of God."
It was his rule to empty himself of all that he had in order to greater
boldness in appealing for help from above. All needless articles were sold if
a market could be found. But what was useful in the Lord's work he did not
reckon as needless, nor regard it right to sell, since the Father knew the
need. One of his fellow labourers had put forward his valuable watch as a
security for the return of money laid by for rent, but drawn upon for the
time; yet even this plan was not felt to be scriptural, as the watch might be
reckoned among articles needful and useful in the Lord's service, and, if
such expedients were quite abandoned, the deliverance would be more manifest
of the Lord. And so, one by one, all resorts were laid aside that might
imperil full trust and sole dependence upon the one and only Helper.
When the poverty of their resources seemed most pinching, Mr. Mueller still
comforted himself with the daily proof that God had not forgotten, and would
day by day feed them with "the bread of their convenience." Often he said to
himself,
"If it is even a proverb of the world that 'Man's necessity is God's opportunity,' how much more may God's own dear children in their great need look to Him to make their extremity the fit moment to display His love and power!"
In February, 1840, another attack of ill
health combined with a mission to Germany to lead Mr. Mueller for five weeks
to the Continent. At Heimersleben, where he found his father weakened by a
serious cough, the two rooms in which he spent most time in prayer and
reading the Word, and confession of the Lord, were the same which, nearly
twenty years before, he had passed most time as an unreconciled sinner
against God and man. Later on, at Wolfenb?tel, he saw the inn whence in 1821
he away in debt. In taking leave once more of his father he was pierced by a
keen anguish, fearing it was his last farewell, and an unusual tenderness and
affection were now exhibited by his father, whom he yearned more and more to
know as safe in the Lord Jesus, and depending no longer on outward and formal
religiousness, or substituting the reading of prayers and of Scripture for an
inward conformity to Christ. This proved the last interview, for the father
died on March 30th of the same year.
The main purpose of this journey to Germany was to send forth more
missionaries to the East. At Sandersleben Mr. Mueller met his friend, Mr.
Stahlschmidt, and found a little band of disciples meeting in secret to evade
police. Those who have always breathed the atmosphere of religious liberty
know little of such intolerance as, in that nominally Christian land, stifled
all freedom of worship. Eleven years before, when Mr. Stahlschmidt's servant
had come to this place, he had found scarce one true disciple beside his
master. The first meetings had been literally of but two or three, and, when
they had grown a little larger, Mr. Kroll was summoned before the magistrates
and, like the apostles in the first days of the church, forbidden to speak in
His name. But again, like those same primitive disciples, believing that they
were to obey God rather than men, the believing band had continued to meet,
notwithstanding police raids which were so disturbing, and government fines
which were so exact. So secret, however, were their assemblies, as to have
neither stated place nor regular time.
George Mueller found these persecuted believers, meeting in the room of a
humble weaver where there was but one chair. The twenty-five or thirty who
were present found such places to sit or stand as they might, in and about
the loom, which itself filled half the space.
In Halberstadt Mr. Mueller found seven large Protestant churches without
clergyman who gave evidence of true conversion, and the few genuine disciples
there were likewise forbidden to meet together.
A few days after returning to Bristol from his few weeks in Germany, and at a
time of great financial distress in the work, a letter reached him from a
brother who had often before given money, as follows:
"Have you any present need for the Institution under your care? I know you do not ask, except indeed of Him whose work you are doing; but to answer when asked seems another thing, and a right thing. I have a reason for desiring to know the present state of your means towards the objects you are labouring to serve: viz.., should you not have need, other departments of the Lord's work, or other people of the Lord, may have need. Kindly then inform me, and to what amount, i.e. what amount you at this present time need or can profitably lay out."
To most men, even those who carry on a work of faith and prayer, such a letter would have been at least a temptation. But Mr. Mueller did not waver. To announce even to an inquirer the exact needs of the work would, in his opinion, involve two serious risks:
1. It would turn his own eyes away from God to man;
2. It would turn the minds of saints away from dependence solely upon Him.
This man of God had staked everything upon
one great experiment―he had set himself to prove that the prayer which
resorts to God only will bring help in every crisis, even when the crisis
is unknown to His people whom He uses as the means of relief and help.
At this time there remained in hand but twenty-seven pence ha'penny, in all,
to meet the needs of hundreds of orphans. Nevertheless this was the reply to
the letter:
"Whilst I thank you for your love, and whilst I agree with you that, in general, there is a difference between asking for money and answering when asked, nevertheless, in our case, I feel not at liberty to speak about the state of our funds, as the primary object of the work in my hands is to lead those who are weak in faith to see that there is reality in dealing with God alone."
Consistently with his position, however, no sooner was the answer posted than the appeal went up to the Living God:
"Lord, thou knowest that, for Thy sake, I did not tell this brother about our need. Now, Lord, show afresh that there is reality in speaking to Thee only, about our need, and speak therefore to this brother so that he may help us."
In answer, God moved this inquiring brother
to donate one hundred pounds, which came when not one penny was in hand.
The confidence of faith, long tried, had its increasing reward and was
strengthened, by experience. In July, 1845, Mr. Mueller gave this testimony
reviewing these very years of trial:
"Though for about seven years, our funds have been so exhausted that it has been comparatively a rare case that there have been means in hand to meet the necessities of the orphans for three days together, yet I have been only once tried in spirit, and that was on September 18, 1838, when the first time the Lord seemed not to regard our prayer. But when He did send help at that time, and I saw that it was only for the trial of our faith, and not because He had forsaken the work, that we were brought so low, my soul was so strengthened and encouraged that I have not only not been allowed to distrust the Lord since that time, but I have not even been cast down when in the deepest poverty."
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