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Elijah's Appeal to the Undecided
A Sermon Delivered on Sabbath Morning, May 31, 1857, by the
REV. C.H. SPURGEON
At the Music Hall, Royal Surrey Gardens
"How long halt ye between two opinions? If the Lord be God, follow him; if Baal, then follow him."1 Kings 18:21.
It was a day to be remembered, when the multitudes
of Israel were assembled at the foot of Carmel and when the solitary prophet of the Lord
came forth to defy the four hundred and fifty priests of the false god. We might look upon
that scene with the eye of historical curiosity, and we should find it rich with interest.
Instead of doing so, however, we shall look upon it with the eye of attentive
consideration, and see whether we can not improve by its teachings. We have upon that hill
of Carmel, and along the plain, three kinds of persons. We have first the devoted servant
of Jehovah, a solitary prophet; we have, on the other hand, the decided servants of the
evil one, the four hundred and fifty prophets of Baal; but the vast mass of that day
belonged to a third classthey were those who had not fully determined whether fully
to worship Jehovah, the God of their fathers, or Baal, the god of Jezebel. On the one
hand, their ancient traditions led them to fear Jehovah, and on the other hand, their
interest at court led them to bow before Baal. Many of them therefore, were secret and
half-hearted followers of Jehovah, while they were the public worshipers of Baal. The
whole of them at this juncture were halting between two opinions. Elijah does not address
his sermon to the priests of Baal; he will have something to say to them by-and-by, he
will preach them horrible sermons in deeds of blood. Nor has he aught to say to those who
are the thorough servants of Jehovah, for they are not there; but his discourse is alone
directed to those who are halting between two opinions. Now, we have these three classes here
this morning. We have, I hope, a very large number who are on Jehovah's side, who fear God
and serve him; we have a number who are on the side of the evil one, who make no
profession of religion, and do not observe even the outward symptoms of it; because they
are both inwardly and outwardly the servants of the evil one. But the great mass of my
hearers belong to the third classthe waverers. Like empty clouds they are driven
hither and thither by the wind; like painted beauties, they lack the freshness of life;
they have a name to live and are dead. Procrastinators, double-minded men, undecided
persons, to you I speak this morning"How long halt ye between two
opinions?" May the question be answered by God's Spirit in your hearts, and may you
be led to say, "No longer, Lord, do I halt; but this day I decide for thee, and am
thy servant for ever!" Let us proceed at once to the text.
Instead of giving the divisions at the commencement, I will mention them one by one as I
proceed. I. First, you will note that the
prophet insisted upon the distinction which existed between the worship Baal and the
worship of Jehovah. Most of the people who were before him thought that Jehovah was
God, and that Baal was God too; and that for this reason the worship of both was quite
consistent. The great mass of them did not reject the God of their fathers wholly, nor did
they bow before Baal wholly; but as polytheists, believing in many gods, they thought both
Gods might be worshiped, and each of them have a share in their hearts. "No,"
said the prophet when he began, "this will not do, these are two opinions; you
can never make them one, they are two contradictory things which can not be combined. I
tell you that instead of combining the two, which is impossible, you are halting between
the two, which makes a vast difference." "I will build in my house," said
one of them, "an altar for Jehovah here, and an altar for Baal there. I am of one
opinion; I believe them both to be God." "No, no," said Elijah, "it
can not be so; they are two, and must be two. These things are not one opinion, but
two opinions No, you can not unite them." Have I not many here who say, "I am
worldly, but I am religious too; I can go to the Music Hall to worship God on Sunday; I
went to the Derby races the other day: I go, on the one hand, to the place where I can
serve my lusts; I am to be met with in every dancing room of every description, and yet at
the same time I say my prayers most devoutly. May I not be a good churchman, or a right
good dissenter, and a man of the world too? May I not, after all, hold with the hounds as
well as run with the hare? May I not love God and serve the devil tootake the
pleasure of each of them, and give my heart to neither? We answerNot so, they are
two opinions; you can not do it, they are distinct and separate. Mark Anthony yoked two
lions to his chariot; but there are two lions no man ever yoked together yetthe Lion
of the tribe of Judah and the lion of the pit. These can never go together. Two opinions
you may hold in politics, perhaps, but then you will be despised by every body, unless you
are of one opinion or the other, and act as an independent man. But two opinions in the
matter of soul-religion you can not bold. If God be God, serve him, and do it thoroughly;
but if this world be God, serve it, and make no profession of religion. If you are a
worldling, and think the things of the world the best, serve them; devote yourself to
them, do not be kept back by conscience; spite your conscience, and run into sin. But
remember, if the Lord be your God, you can not have Baal too; you must have one thing or
else the other. "No man can serve two masters." If God be served, he will
be a master; and if the devil be served he will not be long before he will be a master;
and "ye can not serve two masters." O! be wise, and think not that the
two can be mingled together. How many a respectable deacon thinks that he can be covetous,
and grasping in business, and grind the faces of the poor, and yet be a saint! O! liar to
God and to man! He is no saint; he is the very chief of sinners! How many a very excellent
woman, who is received into church fellowship among the people of God, and thinks herself
one of the elect, is to be found full of wrath and bitterness, a slave of mischief and of
sin, a tattler, a slanderer, a busybody; entering into other people's houses, and turning
every thing like comfort out of the minds of those with whom she comes in contactand
yet she is the servant of God and of the devil too! Nay, my lady this will never answer;
the two never can be served thoroughly. Serve your master, whoever he be. If you do
profess to be religious, be so thoroughly; if you make any profession to be a Christian,
be one; but if you are no Christian, do not pretend to be. If you love the world,
then love it; but cast off the mask, and do not be a hypocrite. The double-minded man is
of all men the most despicable; the follower of Janus, who wears two faces, and who can
look with one eye upon the (so-called) Christian world with great delight, and give his
subscription to the Tract Society, the Bible Society, and the Missionary Society, but who
has another eye over there, with which he looks at the Casino, the Coal-hole, and other
pleasures, which I do not care to mention, but which some of you may know more of than I
wish to know. Such a man, I say, is worse than the most reprobate of men, in the opinion
of any one who knows how to judge. Not worse in his open character, but worse really,
because he is not honest enough to go through with that he professes. And how many such
are there in London, in England; everywhere else! They try to serve both masters; but it
can not be; the two things can not be reconciled; God and Mammon, Christ and Belial, these
never can meet; there never can be an agreement between them, they never can be brought
into unity, and why should you seek to do it? "Two opinions," said the
prophet. He would not allow any of his hearers to profess to worship both. "No,"
said he, "these are two opinions, and you are halting between the two." II. In the second place, the prophet
calls these waverers to an account for the amount of time which they had consumed in
making their choice. Some of them might have replied, "We have not had yet an
opportunity of judging between God and Baal; we have not yet had time enough to make up
our minds;" but the prophet puts away that objection, and he says, "How long
halt ye between two opinions ? How long? For three years and a half not a drop of rain has
fallen at the command of Jehovah; is not that proof enough? Ye have been all this time,
three years and a half expecting, till I should come, Jehovah's servant, and give you
rain; and yet, though you yourselves are starving, your cattle dead, your fields parched,
and your meadows covered with dust, like the very deserts, yet all this time of judgment,
and trial and affliction, has not been enough for you to make up your minds. "How
long then," said he, "halt ye between two opinions?" I speak not, this morning, to the
thoroughly worldly; with them I have now nothing to do; another time I may address them.
But I am now speaking to you who are seeking to serve God and to serve Satan; you who are
trying to be Christian worldlings, trying to be members of that extraordinary corporation,
called the "religious world," which is a thing that never had an existence
except in title. You are endeavoring, if you can, to make up your mind which it shall be;
you know you can not serve both, and you are coming now to the period when yon are saying,
"Which shall it be? Shall I go thoroughly into sin, and revel in the pleasures of the
earth, or become a servant of God ?" Now, I say to you this morning, as the prophet
did, "How long halt ye?" Some of you have been halting until your hair
has grown gray; the sixtieth year of some of you is drawing nigh. Is not sixty years long
enough to make up your choice? "How long halt ye ?" Perhaps one of you
may have tottered into this place, leaning on his staff, and you have been undecided up
till now. Your eightieth year has come; you have been a religious character outwardly, but
a worldling truly; you are still up to this date halting, saying, "I know not on
which side to be." How long, sirs, in the name of reason, in the name of mortality,
in the name of death, in the name of eternity, "How long halt ye between two
opinions?" Ye middle-aged men, ye said when ye were youths, "When we are out of
our apprenticeship we will become religious; let us sow our wild oats in our youth, and
let us then begin to be diligent servants of the Lord." Lo! ye have come to middle
age, and are waiting till that quiet villa shall be built, and ye shall retire from
business, and then ye think ye will serve God. Sirs, ye said that same when ye came of
age, and when your business began to increase. I therefore solemnly demand of you,
"How long halt ye between two opinions?" How much time do you want? O! young
man, thou saidst in thine early childhood, when a mother's prayer followed thee, "I
will seek God when I come to manhood;" and thou hast passed that day; thou art a man,
and more than that, and yet thou art halting still. "How long halt ye between two
opinions?" How many of you have been churchgoers and chapel-goers for years! Ye have
been impressed, too, many a time, but ye have wiped the tears from your eyes, and have
said, "I will seek God and turn to him with full purpose of heart;" and you are
now just where you were. How many sermons do you want? How many more Sundays must roll
away wasted ? How many warnings, how many sicknesses, how many tollings of the bell to
warn you that you must die? How many graves must be dug for your family before you will be
impressed? How many plagues and pestilences must ravage this city before you will turn to
God in truth? "How long halt ye between two opinions?" Would God ye could answer
this question, and not allow the sands of life to drop, drop, drop from the glass saying,
"When the next goes I will repent," and yet that next one findeth you
impenitent. You say, "When the glass is just so low, I will turn to God." No,
sir, no; it will not answer for you to talk so; for thou mayest find thy glass empty
before thou tboughtest it bad begun to run low, and thou mayest find thyself in eternity
when thou didst but think of repenting and turning to God. How long, ye gray heads, how
long, ye men of ripe years, how long, ye youths and maidens, how long will ye be in this
undecided, unhappy state? "How long halt ye between two opinions?" Thus we have brought you so far. We have
noted that there are two opinions, and we have asked the question, How long time you want
to decide? One would think the question would require very little time, if time were all;
if the will were not biassed to evil and contrary to good, it would require no more time
than the decision of a man who has to choose a halter or life, wealth or poverty; and if
we were wise, it would take no time at all; if we understood the things of God, we should
not hesitate, but say at once, "Now God is my God, and that for ever." III. But the prophet charges these
people with the absurdity of their position. Some of them said, "What! prophet,
may we not continue to halt between two opinions? We are not desperately irreligious, so
we are better than the profane, certainly we are not thoroughly pious; but, at any rate, a
little piety is better than none, and the mere profession of it keeps us decent, let us
try both!" "Now," says the prophet, "how long halt ye?" or, if
you like to read it so, "how long limp ye between two opinions?" (How
long wriggle ye between two opinions? would be a good word, if I might employ it.)
He represents them as like a man whose legs are entirely out of joint; he first goes on
one side, and then on the other, and can not go far either way. I could not describe it
without putting myself into a most ludicrous posture. "How long limp ye
between two opinions?" The prophet laughs at them, as it were. And is it not true,
that a man who is neither one thing or another is in a most absurd position? Let him go
among the worldlings; they laugh under their sleeve, and say, "This is one of the
Exeter Hall saints," or, "That is one of the elect." Let him go among the
Christian people, those that are saints, and they say, "How a man can be so
inconsistent, how he can come into our midst one day, and the next be found in such and
such society, we can not tell." Methinks even the devil himself must laugh at such a
man in scorn. "There," says he, "I am every thing that is bad; I do
sometimes pretend to be an angel of light, and put on that garb; but you do really excell
me in every respect, for I do it to get something by it, but you do not get any thing by
it. You do not have the pleasures of this world, and you do not have the pleasures of
religion either; you have the fears of religion without its hopes; you are afraid to do
wrong, and yet you have no hope of heaven; you have the duties of religion without the
joys; you have to do just as religious people do, and yet there is no heart in the matter;
you have to sit down, and see the table all spread before you, and then you have not power
to eat a single morsel of the precious dainties of the gospel." It is just the same
with the world; you dare not go into this or that mischief that brings joy to the wicked
man's heart; you think of what society would say. We do not know what to make of you. I
might describe you, if I might speak as the Americans do but I will not. Ye are half one
thing, and half the other. You come into the society of the saints, and try to talk as
they talk; but you are like a man who has been taught French in some day-school in
England; he makes a queer sort of Frenchified English, and Englishized French, and every
one laughs at him. The English laugh at him for trying to do it, and the French laugh at
him for failing in it. If you spoke your own language, if you just spoke out as a sinner,
if you professed to be what you are, you would at least get the respect of one side; but
now you are rejected by one class, and equally rejected by the other. You come into our
midst, we can not receive you; you go amongst worldlings, they reject you too; you are too
good for them, and too bad for us. Where are you to be put? If there were a purgatory,
that would be the place for you; where you might be tossed on the one side into ice, and
on the other into the burning fire, and that for ever. But as there is no such place as
purgatory, and as you really are a servant of Satan, and not a child of God, take heed,
take heed, how long you stay in a position so absurdly ridiculous. At the day of judgment,
wavering men will be the scoff and the laughter even of hell. The angels will look down in
scorn upon the man who was ashamed to own his Master thoroughly, while hell itself will
ring with laughter. When that grand hypocrite shall come therethat undecided man,
they will say, "Aha! we have to drink the dregs, but above them there were sweets;
you have only the dregs. You dare not go into the riotous and boisterous mirth of our
youthful days, and now you have come here with us to drink the same dregs; you have the
punishment without the pleasure." O! how foolish will even the damned call you, to
think that you halted between two opinions! "How long limp ye, wriggle ye, walk ye in
an absurd manner, between two opinions?" In adopting either opinion, you would at
least be consistent; but in trying to hold both, to seek to be both one and the other, and
not knowing which to decide upon, you are limping between two opinions. I think a good
translation is a very different one from that of the authorized version"How
long hop ye upon two sprays?" So the Hebrew has it. Like a bird, which perpetually
flies from bough to bough, and is never still. If it keeps on doing this, it will never
have a nest. And so with you: you keep leaping between two boughs, from one opinion to the
other; and so between the two, you get no rest for the sole of your foot, no peace, no
joy, no comfort, but are just a poor miserable thing all your life long. IV. We have brought you thus far, then;
we have shown you the absurdity of this halting. Now, very briefly, the next point in my
text is this. The multitude who had worshiped Jehovah and Baal, and who were now
undecided, might reply, "But how do you know that we do not believe that Jehovah
is God? How do you know we are not decided in opinion?" The prophet meets this
objection by saying, "I know you are not decided in opinion, because you are not
decided in practice. If God be God, follow him; if Baal, follow him. You
are not decided in practice." Men's opinions are not such things as we imagine. It is
generally said now-a-days, that all opinions are right, and if a man shall honestly hold
his convictions, he is, without doubt, right. Not so; truth is not changed by our
opinions; a thing is either true or false of itself, and it is neither made true nor false
by our views of it. It is for us, therefore, to judge carefully, and not to think that any
opinion will do. Besides, opinions have influence upon the conduct, and if a man have a
wrong opinion, he will, most likely, in some way or other, have wrong conduct, for the two
usually go together. "Now," said Elijah, "that you are not the servants of
God, is quite evident, for you do not follow him; that you are not thoroughly servants of
Baal either, is quite evident, for you do not follow him." Now I address myself to
you again. Many of you are not the servants of God; you do not follow him; you follow him
a certain distance in the form, but not in the spirit; you follow him on Sundays; but what
do you do on Mondays? You follow him in religious company, in evangelical drawing-rooms,
and so on; but what do you do in other society? You do not follow him. And, on the other
hand, you do not follow Baal; you go a little way with the world, but there is a place to
which you dare not go; you are too respectable to sin as others sin or to go the whole way
of the world. Ye dare not go to the utmost lengths of evil. "Now," says the
prophet, twithing them upon this''if the Lord be God, follow him. Let your conduct
be consistent with your opinions; if you believe the Lord to be God, carry it out in your
daily life; be holy, be prayerful, trust in Christ, be faithful, be upright, be loving;
give your heart to God, and follow him. If Baal be God, then follow him; but do not
pretend to follow the other." Let your conduct back up your opinion; if you really
think that the follies of this world are the best, and believe that a fine fashionable
life, a life of frivolity and gayety, flying from flower to flower, getting honey from
none, is the most desirable, carry it out. If you think the life of the debauchee is so
very desirable, if you think his end is to be much wished for, if you think his pleasures
are right, follow them. Go the whole way with them. If you believe that to cheat in
business is right, put it up over your door"I sell trickery goods here;"
or if you do not say it to the public, tell your conscience so; but do not deceive the
public; do not call the people to prayers when you are opening a "British Bank."
If you mean to be religious, follow out your determination thoroughly; but if you mean to
be worldly, go the whole way with the world. Let your conduct follow out your opinions.
Make your life tally with your profession. Carry out your opinions whatever they be. But
you dare not; you are too cowardly to sin as others do, honestly before God's sun; your
conscience will not let you do itand yet you are just so fond of Satan, that you
dare not leave him wholly and become thoroughly the servants of God. O do not let your
character be like your profession; either keep up your profession, or give it up: do be
one thing or the other. V. And now the prophet cries, "If
the Lord be God, follow him; if Baal, then follow him," and in so doing, he states
the ground of his practical claim. Let your conduct be consistent with your opinions.
There is another objection raised by the crowd. "Prophet," says one, "then
comest to demand a practical proof of our affection; then sayest, Follow God. Now, if I
believe God to be God, and that is my opinion, yet I do not see what claim he has to my
opinions." Now, mark how the prophet puts it: he says, "If God be God,
follow him." The reason why I claim that you should follow out your opinion
concerning God is, that God is God; God has a claim upon you, as creatures, for your
devout obedience. One person replies, "What profit should I have, if I served God
thoroughly? Should I be more happy? Should I get on better in this world? Should I have
more peace of mind?" Nay, nay, that is a secondary consideration. The only question
for you is, "If God be God follow him." Not if it be more advantageous to you;
but, "if God be God, follow him." The secularist would plead for religion
on the ground that religion might be the best for this world, and best for the world to
come. Not so with the prophet; he says, "I do not put it on that ground, I insist
that it is your bounden duty, if you believe in God, simply because he is God, to serve
him and obey him. I do not tell you it is for your advantageit may be, I believe it
isbut that I put aside from the question; I demand of you that you follow God, if
you believe him to be God. If you do not think he is God; if you really think that
the devil is God, then follow him; his pretended godhead shall be your plea, and you shall
be consistent; but if God be God, if he made you, I demand that you serve him; if it is he
who puts the breath into your nostrils, I demand that you obey him. If God be really
worthy of your worship, and you really think so, I demand that you either follow him, or
else deny that he is God at all." Now, professor, if thou sayest that Christ's gospel
is the gospel, if thou believest in the divinity of the gospel, and puttest thy trust in
Christ, I demand of thee to follow out the gospel, not merely because it will be to thy
advantage, but because the gospel is divine. If thou makest a profession of being a child
of God, if thou art a believer, and thinkest and believest religion is the best, the
service of God the most desirable, I do not come to plead with thee because of any
advantage thou wouldst get by being holy; it is on this ground that I put it, that the
Lord is God; and if he be God, it is thy business to serve him. If his gospel be true, and
thou believest it to be true, it is thy duty to carry it out. If thou sayest Christ is not
the Son of God, carry out thy Jewish or thy infidel convictions, and see whether it will
end well. If thou dost not believe Christ to be the Son of God, if thou art a Mohammedan,
be consistent, carry out thy Mohammedan convictions, and see whether it will end well.
But, take heed, take heed! If, however, thou sayest God is God, and Christ the Saviour,
and the gospel true; I demand of thee, only on this account, that thou carry it out. What
a strong plea some would think the prophet might have had, if he had said, "God is
your fathers, God, therefore follow him!" But no, he did not come down to that; he
said, "If God be GodI do not care whether he be your fathers' God or
notfollow him." "Why do you go to chapel?" says one, "and not to
church?" "Because my father and grandfather were dissenters." Ask a
churchman, very often, why he attends the establishment. "Well, our family were
always brought up to it; that is why I go." Now, I do think that the worst of all
reasons for a particular religion, is that of our being brought up to it. I never could
see that at all. I have attended the house of God with my father and my grandfather; but I
thought, when I read the Scriptures, that it was my business to judge for myself. I knew
that my father and my grandfather took little children in their arms, and put drops of
water on their faces, and they were baptized. I took up my Bible, and I could not see any
thing about babes being baptized. I picked up a little Greek; and I could not discover
that the word "baptized" meant to sprinkle; so I said to myself, "Suppose
they are good men, they may be wrong; and though I love and revere them, yet it is no
reason why I should imitate them." And therefore I left them, and became what I am
to-day, a Baptist minister, so called, but I hope a great deal more a Christian than a
Baptist. It is seldom I mention it; I only do so by way of illustration here. Many a one
will go to chapel, because his grandmother did. Well, she was a good old soul, but I do
not see that she ought to influence your judgment. "That does not signify," says
one, "I do not like to leave the church of my fathers." No more do I; I would
rather belong to the same denomination with my father; I would not willfully differ from
any of my friends, or leave their sect and denomination, but let God be above our parents;
though our parents are at the very top of our hearts, and we love them and reverence them,
and in all other matters pay them strict obedience, yet, with regard to religion, to our
own Master we stand or fall, and we claim to have the right of judging for ourselves as
men, and then we think it our duty, having judged, to carry out our convictions. Now I am
not going to Say, "If God be your mother's God, serve him;" though that would be
a very good argument with some of you; but with you waverers, the only plea I use is,
"If God be God, serve him;" if the gospel be right, believe it; if a religious
life be right, carry it out; if not, give it up. I only put my argument on Elijah's
plea"If God be God, follow him; but if Baal, then follow him." VI. And now
I make my appeal to the halters and waverers, with some questions, which I pray the Lord
to apply. Now I will put this question to them: "How long halt ye?" I
will tell them; ye will halt between two opinions, all of you who are undecided, until
God shall answer by fire. Fire was not what these poor people wanted that were
assembled there. When Elijah says, that "the God that answereth by fire let him be
God," I fancy I hear some of them saying, "No; the God that answereth by water
let him be God; we want rain badly enough." "No," said Elijah," if
rain should come, you would say that it was the common course of providence; and that
would not decide you." I tell you, all the providences that befall you undecided ones
will not decide you. God may surround you with providences; he may surround you with
frequent warnings from the death-bed of your fellows; but providences will never decide
you. It is not the God of rain, but the God of fire that will do it. There are two ways in
which you undecided ones will be decided by-and-by. You that are decided for God will want
no decision; you that are decided for Satan will want no decision; you are on Satan's
side, and must dwell for ever in eternal burning. But these undecided ones want something
to decide them, and will have either one of the two things; they will either have the fire
of God's Spirit to decide them, or else the fire of eternal judgment, and that will decide
them. I may preach to you, my hearers; and all the ministers in the world may preach to
you that are wavering, but you will never decide for God through the force of your own
will. None of you, if left to your natural judgment, to the use of your own reason, will
ever decide for God. You may decide for him merely as an outward form, but not as an
inward spiritual thing, which should possess your heart as a Christian, as a believer in
the doctrine of effectual grace. I know that none of you will ever decide for God's
gospel, unless God decide you; and I tell you that you must either be decided by the
descent of the fire of his Spirit into your hearts now, or else in the day of judgment. O!
which shall it be? O! that the prayer might be put up by the thousand lips that are here:
"Lord, decide me now by the fire of thy Spirit; O! let thy Spirit descend into my
heart, to burn up the bullock, that I may be a whole burnt offering to God; to burn up the
wood and the stones of my sin; to burn up the very dust of worldliness; ah, and to lick up
the water of my impiety, which now lieth in the trenches, and my cold indifference, that
seek to put out the sacrifice."
"O make this heart rejoice or
ache! "O sovereign grace, my heart
subdue; And it may be, that whilst I speak, the
mighty fire, unseen by men, and unfelt by the vast majority of you, shall descend into
some heart which has of old been dedicated to God by his divine election, which is now
like an altar broken down, but which God, by his free grace, will this day build up. O! I
pray that that influence may enter into some hearts, that there may be some go out of this
place, saying,
''Tis done, the great transaction's
done, Now rest my undivided heart, fixed on
this stable center, rest." O! that many may say that! But remember, if it be not so,
the day is comingdies irae, the day of wrath and angerwhen ye shall be
decided of God; when the firmament shall be lit up with lightnings, when the earth shall
roll with drunken terror, when the pillars of the universe shall shake, and God shall sit,
in the person of his Son, to judge the world in righteousness. You will not be undecided
then, when, "Depart ye cursed," or "Come, ye blessed," shall be your
doom. There will be no indecision then, when you shall meet him with joy or else with
terrorwhen, "rocks hide me, mountains on me fall," shall be your doleful
shriek; or else your joyful song shall be, "The Lord is come." In that day you
will be decided; but till then, unless the living fire of the Holy Spirit decide you, you
will go on halting between two opinions. May God grant you his Holy Spirit that you may
turn unto him and be saved!
Decide this doubt for me;
And if it be not broken, break,
And heal it, if it be."
I would be led in triumph too,
A willing captive to my Lord,
To sing the triumphs of his word."
I am my Lord's, and he is mine;
He drew me, and I followed on,
Glad to obey the voice divine."
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