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The Loved Ones Chastened
A Sermon Delivered on Sabbath Morning, November 22, 1857, by the
REV. C.H. SPURGEON
At the Music Hall, Royal Surrey Gardens
"As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent."Revelation 3:19.
The dealing of God towards the sons of men have
always puzzled the wise men of the earth who have tried to understand them. Apart from the
revelation of God the dealings of Jehovah towards his creatures in this world seem to be
utterly inexplicable. Who can understand how it is that the wicked flourish and are in
great power? The ungodly man flourishes like a green bay tree; behold, he stretcheth out
his roots by the river: he knoweth not the year of drought; his leaf withereth not; and
his fruit doth not fall in an untimely season. Lo, these are the ungodly that flourish in
the world; they are filled with riches; they heap up gold like dust; they leave the rest
of their substance to their babes; they add field to field, and acre to acre, and they
become the princes of the earth. On the other hand, see how the righteous are cast down.
How often is virtue dressed in the rags of poverty! How frequently is the most pious
spirit made to suffer from hunger, and thirst, and nakedness! We have sometimes heard the
Christian say, when he has contemplated these things, "Surely, I have served God in
vain; it is for nothing that I have chastened myself every morning and vexed my soul with
fasting; for lo, God hath cast me down, and he lifteth up the sinner. How can this
be?" The sages of the heathen could not answer this question, and they therefore
adopted the expedient of cutting the gordian knot. "We can not tell how it is,"
they might have said; therefore they flew at the fact itself, and denied it. "The man
that prospers is favored of the gods; the man who is unsuccessful is obnoxious to the Most
High." So said the heathen, and they knew no better. Those more enlightened easterns,
who talked with Job in the days of his affliction, got but little further; for they
believed that all who served God would have a hedge about them; God would multiply their
wealth and increase their happiness; while they saw in Job's affliction, as they
conceived, a certain sign that he was a hypocrite, and therefore God had quenched his
candle and put out his light in darkness. And alas! even Christians have fallen into the
same error. They have been apt to think, that if God lifts a man up there must be some
excellence in him; and if he chastens and afflicts, they are generally led to think that
it must be an exhibition of wrath. Now hear ye the text, and the riddle is all unriddled;
listen ye to the words of Jesus, speaking to his servant John, and the mystery is all
unmysteried. "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and
repent." The fact is, that this world is not the
place of punishment. There may now and then be eminent judgments; but as a rule God does
not in the present state fully punish any man for sin. He allows the wicked to go on in
their wickedness; he throws the reins upon their necks; he lets them go on unbridled in
their lusts; some checks of conscience there may be; but these are rather, as monitions
than as punishments. And, on the other hand, he casts the Christian down; he gives the
most afflictions to the most pious; perhaps he makes more waves of trouble roll over the
breast of the most sanctified Christian than over the heart of any other man living. So,
then, we must remember that as this world is not the place of punishment, we are to expect
punishment and reward in the world to come; and we must believe that the only reason,
then, why God afflicts his people must be this:
"In love I correct thee, thy
gold to refine, I shall try this morning to notice,
first, what it is in his children that God corrects; secondly, why God corrects
them; and thirdly, what is our comfort, when we are laboring under the rebukes and
correctings of our God. Our comfort must be the fact that he loves us even then.
"As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten." I. First, then, beloved, WHAT IS IT IN
THE CHRISTIAN THAT GOD REBUKES? One of the Articles of the Church of England saith right
truly, that, naturally, "man is very far gone from original righteousness, and is of
his own nature inclined to evil, so that the flesh lusteth always contrary to the spirit;
and therefore in every person born into this world, it deserveth God's wrath and
damnation. And this infection of nature doth remain, yea in them that are regenerated;
whereby the lust of the flesh, called in the Greek, phronema sarkos, which some do
expound the wisdom, some sensuality, some the affection, some the desire, of the flesh, is
not subject to the Law of God. And although there is no condemnation for them that believe
and are baptized, yet the Apostle doth confess, that concupiscence and lust hath of itself
the nature of sin," and because evil remains in the regenerate there is therefore a
necessity that that evil should be upbraided. Ay, and a necessity that when that
upbraiding is not sufficient, God should go to severer measures, and after having failed
in his rebukes, adopt the expedient of chastening. "I rebuke and chasten." Hence
God has provided means for the chastisement and the rebuking of his people. Sometimes God
rebukes his children under the ministry. The minister of the gospel is not always to be a
minister of consolation. The same Spirit that is the Comforter is he who convinces the
world of sin, of righteousness, and of judgment; and the same minister who is to be as the
angel of God unto our souls, uttering sweet words that are full of honey, is to be at
times the rod of God, the staff in the hand of the Almighty, with which to smite us on
account of our transgressions. And ah! beloved, how often under the ministry ought we to
have been checked when we were not? Perhaps the minister's words were very forcible, and
they were uttered with true earnestness, and they applied to our case; but alas! we shut
our ear to them, and applied them to our brother instead of to ourselves. I have often
marveled when I have been preaching. I have thought that I have described the cases of
some of my most prominent members. I have marked in them diverse sins, and as Christ's
faithful pastor, I have not shunned to picture their case in the pulpit, that they might
receive a well-deserved rebuke; but I have marveled when I have spoken to them afterward,
that they have thanked me for what I have said, because they thought it so applicable to
such another brother in the church, whilst I had intended it wholly for them, and had, as
I thought, so made the description accurate, and so brought it out in all its little
points, that it must have been received by them. But alas! you know, my friends, that we
sit under the sound of the Word, and we seldom think how much it belongs to us, especially
if we hold an office in the Church. It is hard for a minister when he is hearing a brother
minister preach, to think, it may be, he has a word of rebuke to me. If exalted to the
office of elder or deacon, there groweth sometimes with that office a callousness to the
Word when spoken to himself; and the man in office is apt to think of the hundreds of
inquirers unto whom that may be found applicable, and of the multitudes of the babes in
grace to whom such a word comes in season. Ay, friends, if we did but listen more to the
rebukes of God in the ministry, if we hearkened more to his Word as he speaks to us every
Sabbath day, we might be spared many corrections, for we are not corrected until we have
despised rebukes, and after we have rejected those, then out comes the rod. Sometimes, again, God rebukes his
children in their consciences, without any visible means whatever. Ye that are the
people of God will acknowledge that there are certain times, when, apparently without any
instrumentality, your sins are brought to remembrance; your soul is cast down within you,
and your spirit is sore vexed. God the Holy Spirit is himself making inquisition for sin;
he is searching Jerusalem with candles; he is so punishing you because you are settled on
your lees. If you look around you there is nothing that could cause your spirits to sink.
The family are not sick; your business prospers; your body is in good health; why then
this sinking of spirit? You are not conscious at the time, perhaps, that you have
committed any gross act of sin; still this dark depression continues, and at last you
discover that you had been living in a sin which you did not knowsome sin of
ignorance, hidden and unperceived, and therefore God did withdraw from you the joy of his
salvation, till you had searched your heart, and discovered wherein the evil lay. We have
much reason to bless God that he does adopt this way sometimes of rebuking us before he
chastens. At other seasons, the rebuke is quite
indirect. How often have I met rebuke, where it never was intended to be given! But
God overruled the circumstance for good. Have you never been rebuked by a child? The
innocent little prattler uttered something quite unwittingly, which cut you to your heart,
and manifested your sin. You walked the street, may hap, and you heard some man swear; and
the thought perhaps struck your mind, "How little am I doing for the reclaiming of
those who are abandoned!" And so, the very sight of sin accused you of negligence,
and the very hearing of evil was made use of by God to convince you of another evil. Oh!
if we kept our eyes open, there is not an ox in the meadow, nor a sparrow in the tree,
which might not sometimes suggest a rebuke. There is not a star in midnight, there is not
a ray in the noon-day, but what might suggest to us some evil that is hidden in our
hearts, and lead us to investigate our inner man, if we were but awake to the soft
whispers, of Jehovah's rebukes. You know, our Saviour made use of little things to rebuke
his disciples. He said, "Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. Behold the
fowls of the air, how they are fed!" So he made lilies and ravens speak to his
disciples, to upbraid their discontent. Earth is full of monitors: all that we need, are
ears to hear. However, when these rebukes all fail, God proceeds from rebuke to
correction. He will not always chide; but, if his rebukes are unheeded, then he grasps the
rod, and he uses it. I need not tell you how it is that God uses the rod. My brethren, you
have all been made to tingle with it. He has sometimes smitten you in your persons,
sometimes in your families, frequently in your estates, oftentimes in your prospects. He
has smitten you in your nearest and dearest friend; or, worse still, it may be he has
given you "a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to buffet you." But you
all understand, if you know anything of the life of a Christian, what the rod, and the
staff, and the covenant are; and what it is to be corrected by God. Let me just
particularize for a few minutes, and show what it is that God corrects in us. Very frequently, God corrects inordinate
affection. It is right of us to love our relativesit is wrong of us to love them
more than God. You, perhaps, are yourselves to-day guilty of this sin. At any rate,
beloved, we may most of us look at home when we come to dwell on this point. Have we not
some favored oneperhaps, the partner of our heart, or the offspring of our bosom,
more dear to us than life itself? Have I not heard some man whose life is bound up in the
life of the lad, his child?some mother, whose soul is knit into the soul of her
babesome wife, some husband, to whom the loss of the partner would be the loss of
life? Oh, there are many of us who are guilty of inordinate affection toward relations.
Mark you, God will rebuke us for that. He will rebuke us in this way. Sometimes he will
rebuke us by the minister; if that is not enough, he will rebuke us by sending sickness or
disease to those very persons upon whom we have set our hearts; and if that rebuke us not,
and if we are not zealous to repent, he will chasten us: the sickness shall yet be unto
death. The disease shall break forth with more fearful violence, and the thing which we
have made our idol shall be smitten, and shall become the food of worms. There never was
an idol, that God either did not, or will not pull out of its place. "I am the Lord
thy God; I am a jealous God;" and if we put any, however good and excellent their
characters may be, and however deserving of our affection, upon God's throne, God will
cry, "Down with it," and we shall have to weep many tears; but if we had not
done so, we might have preserved the treasure, and have enjoyed it far better, without
having lost it. But other men are baser than this. One
can easily overlook the fault of making too much of children, and wife, and friends,
although very grievous in the sight of God; but alas! there are some that are too sordid
to love flesh and blood; they love dirt, mere dirty earth, yellow gold. It is that on
which they set their hearts. Their purse, they tell us, is dross; but when we come to take
aught from it, we find they do not think it is so. "Oh," said a man once,
"if you want a subscription from me, Sir, you must get at my heart, and then you will
get at my purse." "Yes," said I, "I have no doubt I shall, for I
believe that is where your purse lies, and I shall not be very far off from it." And
how many there are who call themselves Christians, who make a god out of their wealth!
Their park, their mansion, their estate, their warehouses, their large ledgers, their many
clerks, their expanding business, or if not these, their opportunity to retire, their
money in the Three per Cents. All these things are their idols and their gods; and we take
them into our churches, and the world finds no fault with them. They are prudent men. You
know many of them; they are very respectable people, they hold many respectable positions,
and they are so prudent, only that the love of money, which is the root of all evil, is in
their hearts too plainly to be denied. Every one may see it, though, perhaps, they see it
not themselves. "Covetousness, which is idolatry," reigns very much in the
church of the living God. Well, mark you, God will chasten for that. Whosoever loveth
mammon among God's people, shall first be rebuked for it, as he is rebuked by me this day,
and if that rebuke be not taken, there shall be a chastisement given. It may be, that the
gold shall melt like the snow-flake before the sun; or if it be preserved, it shall be
said, "Your gold and silver are cankered; the moth shall eat up your garments, and
destroy your glory." Or else, the Lord will bring leanness into their souls, and
cause them to go down to their graves with few honors on their heads, and with little
comfort in their hearts; because they loved their gold more than their God, and valued
earthly riches more than the riches that are eternal. The Lord save us from that, or else
he will surely correct us. But this is not the only sin: we are all
subject to another crime which God abhors exceedingly. It is the sin of pride. If
the Lord gives us a little comfort, we grow so big that we hardly know what to do with
ourselves. Like Jeshurun of old, of whom it is said, "Jeshurun waxed fat and
kicked." Let us for a little time enjoy the full assurance of faith; self-conceit
whispers, "You will retain the savor of that all your days;" and there is not
quite a whisper, but something even fainter than that"You have no need to
depend upon the influence of the Holy Spirit now. See what a great man you have grown. You
have become one of the Lord's most valued people; you are a Samson; you may pull down the
very gates of hell and fear not. You have no need to cry, 'Lord, have mercy upon me.'
" Or at other times, it takes a different turn. He gives us temporal mercies, and
then we presumptuously say, "My mountain standeth firm; I shall never be moved."
We meet with the poor saints, and we begin to hector over them, as if we were something,
and they were nothing. We find some in trouble; we have no sympathy with them; we are
bluff and blunt with them, as we talk with them about their troubles; yea, we are even
savage and cruel with them. We meet with some who are in deep distress and faint-hearted;
we begin to forget when we were faint-hearted too, and because they cannot run as fast as
we can, we run far ahead, and turn back and look at them, call them sluggards, and say
they are idle and lazy. And perhaps even in the pulpit, if we are preachers, we have got
hard words to say against those who are not quite so advanced as we are. Well, mark, there
never was a saint yet, that grew proud of his fine feathers, but what the Lord plucked
them out by-and-by. There never yet was an angel that had pride in his heart, but he lost
his wings, and fell into Gehenna, as Satan and those fallen angels did; and there shall
never be a saint who indulges self-conceit, and pride, and self-confidence, but the Lord
will spoil his glories, and trample his honors in the mire, and make him cry out yet
again, "Lord, have mercy upon me," less than the least of all saints, and the
"very chief of sinners." Another sin that God rebukes, is sloth.
Now I need not stop to picture that. How many of you are the finest specimens of sloth
that can be discovered! I mean not in a business sense, for you are "not slothful in
business;" but with regard to the things of God, and the cause of truth, why, nine
out of ten of all the professors of religion, I do hazard the assertion, are as full of
sloth as they can be. Take our churches all around, and there is not a corporation in the
world, however corrupt, that is less attentive to its professed interest, than the church
of Christ. There certainly are many societies and establishments in the world that deserve
much blame for not attending to those interests which they ought to promote; but I do
think the Church of God is the hugest culprit of all. She says that she is the preacher of
the gospel to the poor: does she preach it to them? Yes, here and there: now and then
there is a spasmodic effort: but how many are there that have got tongues to speak, and
ability to utter God's Word that are content to be still! She professes to be the educator
of the ignorant, and she is so in a measure: there are many of you who have no business to
be here this morningyou ought to have been teaching in the Sabbath-school, or
instructing the young, and teaching others. Ye have no need of teachers just now; ye have
learned the truth. and should have been teaching it to other people. The church professes
that she is yet to cast the light of the gospel throughout the world. She does a little in
missionary enterprise; but ah! how little! how little! how little compared with what her
Master did for her and the claims of Jesus upon her! We are a lazy set. Take the church
all round, we are as idle as we can be; and we need to have some whipping times of
persecution, to whip a little more earnestness and zeal into us. We thank God this is not
so much the case now, as it was even twelve months ago. We hope the church may progress in
her zeal; for if not, she, as a whole, and each of us as members, will be first rebuked,
and if we take not the rebuke, we shall afterwards be chastened for this our great sin. I have no time to enter into all the
other reasons for which God will rebuke and chasten. Suffice it to say that every sin has
one twig in God's rod appropriated to itself. Suffice it to say, that in God's hand there
are punishments for each particular transgression; and it is very singular to notice how
in Bible history almost every saint has been chastened for the sin he has committed by the
sin itself falling upon his own head. Transgression has been first a pleasure, and
afterward it has been a scourge. "The backslider in heart shall be filled with his
own ways," and that is the severest punishment in all the world. Thus I have tried to open the first
headit is that God rebukes and chastens. II. Now, secondly, WHY DOES GOD REBUKE
AND CHASTEN? "Why," says one, "God rebukes his children because they are
his children; and he chastens them because they are his children." Well; I will not
go the length of saying that is false, but I will go the length of saying it is not true.
If any one should say to a father, after he had chastened his child, "Why is it you
have chastened the child?" he would not say, it is because I am his father. It is
true in one sense; but he would say, "I have chastened the child because he has done
wrong." Because the proximate reason why he had chastened his child would not be that
he was his father, though that would have something to do with it as a primary reason; but
the absolute and primary cause would be, "I have chastened him because he has done
wrong, because I wish to correct him for it, that he might not do so again." Now,
God, when he chastens his children, never does it absolutely; because he is his father;
but he does it for a wise reason. He has some other reason besides his fatherhood. At the
same time, one reason why God afflicts his children and not others, is because he is their
Father. If you were to go home to-day and see a dozen boys in the streets throwing stones
and breaking windows it is very likely you would start the whole lot of them; but if there
is one boy that would get a sweet knock on the head it would be your own; for you would
say, "What are you at, John? What business have you here?" You might not be
justified, perhaps, in meddling with the othersyou would let their own fathers
attend to them; but because you were his father, you would try to make him remember it.
Certain special chastisements are inflicted on God's children, because they are his
children; but it is not because they are his children that he chastens them at any one
time, but because they have been doing something wrong. Now, if you are under
chastisement, let this truth be certain to you. Are the consolations of God small with
thee? Is there any secret thing with thee? Art thou chastened in thy business? Then what
sin hast thou committed? Art thou cast down in thy spirit? Then what transgression has
brought this on thee? Remember, it is not fair to say, "I am chastened because I am
his child;" the right way to say it is, "I am his child, and therefore when he
chastens me he has a reason for it." Now, what is it? I will help you to judge. Sometimes God chastens and afflicts us, to
prevent sin. He sees that the embryo of lust is in our hearts; he sees that that
little egg of mischief is beginning to hatch and to produce sin, and he comes and crushes
it at oncenips the sin in the bud. Ah! we can not tell how much guilt Christians
have been saved from by their afflictions. We are running on madly to our destruction, and
then some dark apparition of trouble comes, and stretches itself across the way, and in
great fright we fly back astonished. We ask, why this trouble? Oh! if we knew the danger
into which we were rushing we should only say, "Lord, I thank thee that by that
direful trouble thou didst save me from a sin, that would have been far more troublous and
infinitely more dangerous." At other times God chastens us for sins
already committed. We perhaps have forgotten them; but God has not. I think that sometimes
years elapse between a sin and the chastisement for it. The sins of our youth may be
punished in our gray old age; the transgression you did twenty years ago, those of you who
have grown old, may this very day be found in your bones. God chastens his children, but
he sometimes lays the rod by. The time would not be seasonable perhaps; they are not
strong enough to bear it: so he lays the rod by and he says, as surely as he is my child,
though I lay the rod by, I will make him smart for it, that I may at last deliver him from
his sin, and make him like unto myself. But mark, ye people of God, in all these
chastisments for sin there is no punishment. When God chastises you he does not punish as
a judge does, but he chastens as a father. When he lays the rod on, with many blows and
smart ones, there is not one thought of anger in his heartthere is not one look of
displeasure in his eye; he means it all for your good; his heaviest blows are as much
tokens of his affection as his sweetest caresses. He has no motive but your profit and his
own glory. Be of good cheer, then, if these be the reasons. But take care that thou dost
fulfil the command"Be zealous, therefore, and repent." I read in an old Puritan author the other
day a very pretty figure. He says, "A full wind is not so favorable to a ship when it
is fully fair as a side wind. It is strange," says he, "that when the wind blows
in an exact direction to blow a ship into port, she will not go near so well as if she had
a cross wind sideways upon her." And he explains it thus: "The mariners say that
when the wind blows exactly fair it only fills a part of the sails, and it can not reach
the sails that are ahead, because the sail, bellying out with the wind, prevents the wind
from reaching that which is further ahead. But when the wind sweeps sideways, then every
sail is full, and she is driven on swiftly in her course with the full force of the wind.
Ah!" says the old Puritan, "there is nothing like a side wind to drive God's
people to heaven. A fair wind only fills a part of their sails; that is, fills their joy,
fills their delight; but," says he, "the side wind fills them all; it fills
their caution, fills their prayerfulness, fills every part of the spiritual man, and so
the ship speeds onward toward its haven." It is with this design that God sends
affliction, to chasten us on account of our transgressions. III. And now I am to conclude by noting
WHAT IS OUR COMFORT WHEN GOD REBUKES AND CHASTENS US? Our great comfort is, that he loves
us still. Oh! what a precious thing faith is, when we are enabled to believe our God, and
how easy then it is to endure and to surmount all trouble. Hear the old man in the garret,
with a crust of bread and a cup of cold water. Sickness has confined him these years
within that narrow room. He is too poor to maintain an attendant. Some woman comes in to
look to him in the morning and in the evening, and there he sits, in the depths of
poverty. And you will suppose he sits and groans. No, brethren; he may sometimes groan
when the body is weak, but usually he sits and sings; and when the visitor climbs the
creaking staircase of that old house, where human beings scarcely ought to be allowed to
live; and when he goes into that poor cramped up room that is more fit to accommodate
swine than men, he sits down upon that bottomless chair, and when he has seated himself as
well as he can upon the four cross pieces of it he begins to talk to him, and he finds him
full of heaven. "Oh! sir," he says, "my God is very kind to me."
Propped up he is with pillows, and full of pain in every member of his body, but he says,
"Blessed be his name, he has not left me. Oh! sir, I have enjoyed more peace and
happiness in this room, out of which I have not gone for years,"(the case is
real that I am now describing) "I have enjoyed more happiness here than I ever did in
all my life. My pains are great, sir, but they will not be for long; I am going home
soon." Ay, were he more troubled still, had he such rich consolation poured into his
heart, he might endure all with a smile and sing in the furnace. Now, child of God, thou
art to do the same. Remember, all thou hast to suffer is sent in love. It is hard work for
a child, when his father has been chastening it, to look at the rod as a picture of love.
You can not make your children do that: but when they grow up to be men and women how
thankful they are to you then! "O father," says the son, "I know now why it
was I was so often chastened; I had a proud hot spirit; it would have been the ruin of me
if thou hadst not whipped it out of me. Now, I thank thee, my father, for it." So, while we are here below we are
nothing but little children; we can not prize the rod: when we come of age, and we go into
our estates in Paradise, we shall look back upon the rod of the Covenant as being better
than Aaron's rod, for it blossoms with mercy. We shall say to it, "Thou art the most
wondrous thing in all the list of my treasures. Lord, I thank thee that thou didst not
leave me unafflicted, or else I had not been where I am, and what I am, a child of God in
Paradise." "I have this week," says one, "sustained so serious a loss
in my business, that I am afraid I shall be utterly broken up." There is love in
that. "I came here this morning," says one, "and I left a dead child in the
housedear to my heart." There is love in that. That coffin and that shroud will
both be full of love; and when your child is taken away, it shall not be in anger.
"Ah!" cries another, "but I have been exceedingly sick, and even now I feel
I ought not to have ventured out; I must return to my bed." Ah! he makes your bed in
your affliction. There is love in every pain, in every twitch of the nerve; in every pang
that shoots through the members, there is love. "Ah!" says one, "it is not
myself, but I have got a dear one that is sick." There is love there, too. Do what
God may, he can not do an unloving act toward his people. O Lord! thou art Omnipotent;
thou canst do all things; but thou canst not lie, and thou canst not be unkind to thine
elect. No, Omnipotence may build a thousand worlds, and fill them with bounties;
Omnipotence may powder mountains into dust, and burn the sea, and consume the sky, but
Omnipotence can not do an unloving thing toward a believer. Oh! rest quite sure,
Christian, a hard thing, an unloving thing from God toward one of his own people is quite
impossible. He is kind to you when he casts you into prison as when he takes you into a
palace; He is as good when he sends famine into your house as when he fills your barns
with plenty. The only question is, Art thou his child? If so, he hath rebuked thee in
affection, and there is love in his chastisement. I have now done, but not until I have
made my last appeal. I have now to turn from God's people to the rest of you. Ah! my
hearers, there are some of you that have no God; you have no Christ on whom to cast your
troubles. I see some of you to-day dressed in the habiliments of mourning; I suppose you
have lost some one dear unto you. Oh! ye that are robed in black, is God your God? Or are
you mourning now, without God to wipe every tear from your eye? I know that many of you
are struggling now in your business with very sharp and hard times. Can you tell your
troubles to Jesus, or have you to bear them all yourselffriendless and helpless?
Many men have been driven mad, because they had no one to whom to communicate their
sorrow; and how many others had been driven worse than mad, because when they told their
sorrows their confidence was betrayed. O poor mourning spirit, if thou hadst, as thou
mightest have done, gone and told him all thy woes, he would not have laughed at thee, and
he would never have told it out again. Oh I remember when once my young heart ached in
boyhood, when I first loved the Saviour. I was far away from father and mother, and all I
loved, and I thought my soul would burst; for I was an usher in a school, in a place where
I could meet with no sympathy or help. Well, I went to my chamber, and told my little
griefs into the ears of Jesus. They were great griefs to me then, though they are nothing
now. When I just whispered them on my knees into the ear of him who had loved me with an
everlasting love, oh! it was so sweet, none can tell. If I had told them to somebody else,
they would have told them again; but he, my blessed confidant, he knows my secrets, and he
never tells them. Oh! what can you do that have got no Jesus to tell your troubles to? And
the worst of it is, you have got more troubles to come. Times may be hard now, but they
will be harder one daythey will be harder when they come to an end. They say it is
hard to live, but it is very hard to die. When one comes to die and has Jesus with him,
even then dying is hard work; but to die without a Saviour! Oh! my friends, are you
inclined to risk it? Will you face the grim monarch, and no Saviour with you? Remember,
you must do it; you must die soon. The chamber shall soon be hushed in silence no sound
shall be heard except the babbling watch that ever tells the flight of time. The physician
shall "Hush!" and hold up his finger, and whisper in a suppressed voice,
"He can not last many minutes longer." And the wife and the children, or the
father and the mother, will stand around your bed and look at you, as I have looked at
some, with a sad, sad heart. They will look at you a little while, till at last the
death-change will pass o'er your face. "He is gone!" it shall be said; and the
hand uplifted shall be dropped down again, and the eye shall be glazed in darkness, and
then the mother will turn away and say, "O my child, I could have borne all this if
there had been hope in thine end!" And when the minister comes in to comfort the
family, he will ask the question of the father, "Do you think your son had an
interest in the blood of Christ?" The reply will be, "O sir, we must not judge,
but I never saw anything like it; I never had any reason to hope: that is my greatest
sorrow." There, there! I could bury every friend without a tear, compared with the
burial of an ungodly friend. Oh! it seems such an awful thing, to have one allied to you
by ties of blood, dead and in hell. We generally speak very softly about the
dead. We say, "Well, we hope." Sometimes we tell great lies, for we know we do
not hope at all. We wish it may be so, but we can not hope it; we never saw any grounds
that should lead us to hope. But would it not be an awful thing if we were honest enough
to look the dread reality in its faceif the husband were simply to look at it, and
say, "There was my wife; she was an ungodly, careless woman. I know at least, she
never said anything concerning repentance and faith; and if she died so, and I have every
reason to fear she did, then she is cast away from God." It would be unkind to say
it; but it is only honest for us to know itto look dread truth in the face. Oh! my
fellow-men and brethren! Oh! ye that are partners with me of an immortal life! We shall
one day meet again before the throne of God; but ere that time comes, we shall each of us
be separated, and go our divers ways down the shelving banks of the river of death. My
fellow-man, art thou prepared to die alone? I ask thee this question againArt thou
prepared to arise in the day of judgment without a Saviour? Art thou willing to run all
risks and face thy Maker, when he comes to judge thee, without an advocate to plead thy
cause? Art thou prepared to hear him say, "Depart ye cursed!" Are ye ready now
to endure the everlasting ire of him who smites, and smiting once, doth smite forever? Oh!
if ye will make your bed in hell, if you are prepared to be damned, if you are willing to
be so, then live in sin and indulge in pleasures;you will get your wish. But if ye
would not; if ye would enter heaven, and ye would be saved, "Turn thee, turn thee,
why will ye die, O house of Israel?" May God the Holy Spirit, enable you to repent of
sin and to believe on Jesus; and then you shall have a portion among them that are
sanctified: but unrepenting and unbelieving, if ye die so, ye must be driven from his
presence, never to have life, and joy, and liberty, as long as eternity shall last. The Lord prevent this, for Jesus, sake.
To make thee at length in my likeness to shine."
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