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Contentment
A Sermon Delivered on Sabbath Evening, March 25th, 1860, by the
REV. C.H. SPURGEON
At New Park Street Chapel, Southwark
"For I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content."Philippians 4:11.
The Apostle Paul was a very learned man, but not the
least among his manifold acquisitions in science was thishe had learned to be
content. Such learning is far better than much that is acquired in the schools. Their
learning may look studiously back on the past, but too often those who cull the relics of
antiquity with enthusiasm, are thoughtless about the present, and neglect the practical
duties of daily life. Their learning may open up dead languages to those who will never
derive any living benefit from them. Far better the learning of the apostle. It was a
thing of ever-present utility, and alike serviceable for all generations, one of the
rarest, but one of the most desirable accomplishments. I put the senior wrangler, and the
most learned of our Cambridge men in the lowest form, compared with this learned apostle;
for this surely is the highest degree in humanities to which a man can possibly
attain, to have learned in whatsoever state he is, to be content. You will see at once
from reading the text, upon the very surface, that contentment in all states is not a
natural propensity of man. Ill weeds grow apace; covetousness, discontent, and murmuring,
are as natural to man as thorns are to the soil. You have no need to sow thistles and
brambles; they come up naturally enough, because they are indigenous to earth, upon which
rests the curse; so you have no need to teach men to complain, they complain fast enough
without any education. But the precious things of the earth must be cultivated. If we
would have wheat, we must plough and sow; if we want flowers, there must be the garden,
and all the gardener's care. Now, contentment is one of the flowers of heaven, and if we
would have it, it must be cultivated. It will not grow in us by nature; it is the new
nature alone that can produce it, and even then we must be specially careful and watchful
that we maintain and cultivate the grace which God has sown in it. Paul says, "I have
learned to be content;" as much as to say he did not know how at one time. It
cost him some pains to attain to the mystery of that great truth. No doubt he sometimes
thought he had learned, and then broke down. Frequently too, like boys at school, he had
his knuckles rapped; frequently he found that it was not easy learning this task, and when
at last he had attained unto it, and could say, "I have learned, in whatsoever state
I am, therewith to be content," he was an old grey-headed man upon the borders of the
grave, a poor prisoner shut up in Nero's dungeon at Rome.
We, my brethren, might well be willing to endure Paul's infirmities, and share the cold
dungeon with him, if we too might by any means attain unto such a degree of contentment.
Do not indulge, any of you, the silly notion that you can be contented without learning,
or learn without discipline. It is not a power that may be exercised naturally, but a
science to be acquired gradually. The very words of the next text might suggest this, even
if we did not know it from experience. We need not be taught to murmur, but we must be
taught to acquiesce in the will and good pleasure of the Lord our God.
When the apostle had uttered these words, he immediately gave a commentary upon them. Read
the 12th verse, "I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound; everywhere
and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to
suffer need."
Notice first, that the apostle said he knew how to be abased. A wonderful knowledge
this. When all men honour us, then we may very well be content; but when the finger of
scorn is pointed, at us, when our character is held in ill repute, and men hiss us by the
wayside, it requires much gospel knowledge to be able to endure that with patience and
with cheerfulness. When we are increasing, and growing in rank, and honour, and human
esteem, it is easy work to be contented; but when we have to say with John the Baptist,
"I must decrease," or when we see some other servant advanced to our
place, and another man bearing the palm we all had longed to hold, it is not easy to sit
still, and without an envious feeling cry with Moses, "Would to God that all the
Lord's servants were prophets." To hear another man praised at your own expense, to
find your own virtues made as a foil to set forth the superior excellence of some new
rivalthis, I say, is beyond human nature, to be able to bear it with joy and
thankfulness, and to bless God. There must be something noble in the heart of the man who
is able to lay all his honours down as willingly as he took them up, when he can as
cheerfully submit himself to Christ to humble him, as to lift him up and seat him upon a
throne. And yet, my brethren, we have not any one of us learned what the apostle knew, if
we are not as ready to glorify Christ by shame, by ignominy and by reproach, as by honour
and by esteem among men. We must be ready to give up everything for him. We must be
willing to go downwards, in order that Christ's name may ascend upwards, and be the better
known and glorified among men. "I know how to be abased," says the apostle.
His second piece of knowledge is equally valuable, "I know how to abound."
There are a great many men that know a little how to be abased, that do not know at
all how to abound. When they are put down in the pit with Joseph, they look up and see
the starry promise, and the hope for an escape. But when they are put on the top of a
pinnacle, their heads grow dizzy, and they are ready to fall. When they were poor they
used to battle it, as one of our great national poets has said
"Yet many things, impossible to
thought,
Have been by Need to full perfection brought.
The daring of the soul proceeds from thence,
Sharpness of Wit, and active Diligence;
Prudence at once and Fortitude it gives;
And, if in patience taken, mends our lives."
But mark the same men after success has
crowned their struggles. Their troubles are over; they are rich and increased with goods.
And have you not often seen a man who has sprung up from nothing to wealth, how
purse-proud he becomes, how vain, how intolerant? Nobody would have thought that man ever
kept a shop; you would not believe that man at any time ever used to sell a pound of
candles, would you? He is so great in his own eyes, that one would have thought the blood
of all the Caesars must flow in his veins. He does not know his old acquaintances. The
familiar friend of other days he now passes by with scarce a nod of recognition. The man
does not know how to abound; he has grown proud; he is exalted above measure. There have
been men who have been lifted up for a season to popularity in the Church. They have
preached successfully, and done some mighty work. For this the people have honoured them,
and rightly so. But then they have become tyrants; they have lusted after authority; they
have looked down contemptuously upon everybody else, as if other men were small pigmies,
and they were huge giants. Their conduct has been intolerable, and they have soon been
cast down from their high places, because they did not know how to abound. There was once
a square piece of paper put up into George Whitfield's pulpit, by way of a notice, to this
effect:"A young man who has lately inherited a large fortune, requests the
prayers of the congregation." Right well was the prayer asked, for when we go up the
hill we need prayer that we may be kept steady. Going down the hill of fortune there is
not half the fear of stumbling. The Christian far oftener disgraces his profession in
prosperity than when he is being abased. There is another dangerthe danger of
growing worldly. When a man finds that his wealth increases, it is wonderful how
gold will stick to the fingers. The man who had just enough, thought if he had more than
he required he would be exceedingly liberal. With a shilling purse he had a guinea heart,
but now with a guinea purse he has a shilling heart. He finds that the money adheres, and
he cannot get it off. You have heard of the spider that is called a "money
spinner," I do not know why it is called so, except that it is one of the sort of
spiders you cannot get off your fingers; it gets on one hand, then on the other hand, then
on your sleeve; it is here and there; you cannot get rid of it unless you crush it
outright: so it is with many who abound. Gold is a good thing when put to
usethe strength, the sinews of commerce and of charitybut it is a bad thing in
the heart, and begets "foul-cankering rust." Gold is a good thing to stand on,
but a bad thing to have about one's loins, or over one's head. It matters not, though it
be precious earth with which a man is buried alive. Oh, how many Christians have there
been who seemed as if they were destroyed by their wealth! What leanness of soul and
neglect of spiritual things have been brought on through the very mercies and bounties of
God! Yet this is not a matter of necessity, for the apostle Paul tells us that he knew how
to abound. When he had much, he knew how to use it. He had asked of God that he might be
kept humblethat when he had a full sail he might have plenty of ballastthat
when his cup ran over he might not let it run to wastethat in his time of plenty he
might be ready to give to those that neededand that as a faithful steward he might
hold all he had at the disposal of his Lord. This is divine learning. "I know both
how to be abased, and I know how to abound." The apostle goes on to say,
"everywhere and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry."
It is a divine lesson, let me say, to know how to be full; for the Israelites were full
once, and while the flesh was yet in heir mouth the wrath of God came upon them. And there
have been many that have asked for mercies, that they might satisfy their own heart's
lust; as it is written, "the people sat down to eat and drink, and rose up to
play." Fulness of bread has often made fulness of blood, and that has brought on
wantonness of spirit. When men have too much of God's merciesstrange that we should
have to say this, and yet it is a great factwhen men have much of God's providential
mercies, it often happens that they have but little of God's grace, and little gratitude
for the bounties they have received. They are full, and they forget God; satisfied with
earth, they are content to do without heaven. Rest assured, my dear hearers, it is harder
to know how to be full than it is to know how to be hungry. To know how to be hungry is a
sharp lesson, but to know how to be full is the harder lesson after all. So desperate is
the tendency of human nature to pride and forgetfulness of God! As soon as ever we have a
double stock of manna, and begin to hoard it, it breeds worms and becomes a stench in the
nostrils of God. Take care that you ask in your prayers that God would teach you how to be
full.
The apostle knew still further how to experience the two extremes of fulness and hunger.
What a trial that is! To have one day a path strewn with mercies, and the next day to find
the soil beneath you barren of ever comfort. I can readily imagine the poor man being
contented in his poverty, for he has been inured to it. He is like a bird that has been
born in a cage, and does not know what liberty means. But for a man who has had much of
this world's goods, and thus has been full, to be brought to absolute penury, he is like
the bird that once soared on highest wing but is now encaged. Those poor larks you
sometimes see in the shops, always seem as if they would be looking up, and they are
constantly pecking at the wires, fluttering their wings, and wanting to fly away. So will
it be with you unless grace prevent it. If you have been rich and are brought down to be
poor, you will find it hard to know "how to be hungry." Indeed, my brethren, it
must be a sharp lesson. We complain sometimes of the poor, that they murmur. Ah! We should
murmur a great deal more than they do, if their lot fell to us. To sit down at the table,
where there is nothing to eat, and five or six little children crying for bread, were
enough to break the father's heart. Or for the mother, when her husband has been carried
to the tomb, to gaze round on the gloom-stricken home, press her new-born infant to her
bosom, and look upon the others, with widowed heart remembering that they are without a
father to seek their livelihood. Oh! It must need much grace to know how to be hungry. And
for the man who has lost a situation, and has been walking all over Londonperhaps a
thousand milesto get a place, and he cannot get one, to come home, and know that
when he faces his wife, her first question will be "Have you brought home any
bread?" "Have you found anything to do?" and to have to tell her "No;
there have been no doors open to me." It is hard to prove hunger, and bear it
patiently. I have had to admire, and look with a sort of reverence on some of the members
of this Church, when I have happened to hear afterwards of their privations. They would
not tell anyone, and they would not come to me; but they endured their pangs in secret,
struggled heroically through all their difficulties and dangers, and came out more than
conquerors. Ah! Brothers and sisters, it looks an easy lesson when you come to see it in a
book, but it is not quite so easy when you come to put it in practice. It is hard to know
how to be full, but it is a sharp thing to know how to be hungry. Our apostle had learned
bothboth how to abound, and to suffer need."
Having thus expounded to you the apostle Paul's own commentary, in enlarging upon the
words of my text, let me return to the passage itself. You may now ask by what course of
study did he acquire this peaceful frame of mind? And of one thing we may be quite
certain, it was by no stoic process of self-government, but simply and exclusively by
faith in the Son of God.
You may easily imagine a nobleman whose home is the abode of luxury, travelling through
foreign parts for purposes of scientific discovery, or going forth to command some
military expedition in the service of his country. In either case he may be well content
with his fare, and feel that there is nothing to repine at. And why? Because he had no
right to expect anything better; not because it bore any comparison with his rank, his
fortune, or his social position at home. So our apostle. He had said "Our
conversation or citizenship is in heaven." Travelling through earth as a pilgrim and
stranger he was content to take travellers fare. Or entering the battle field, he had no
ground of complaint that perils and distresses should sometimes encircle his path, while
at other times a truce gave him some peaceful and pleasing intervals.
Again, adverting to the text, you will notice that the word "herewith" is
written in italics. If therefore we do not omit it, we need not lay upon it a heavy stress
in the interpretation. There is nothing in hunger, or thirst, or nakedness, or peril, to
invite our contentment. If we are content under such circumstances, it must be from higher
motives than our condition itself affords. Hunger is a sharp thorn when in the hands of
stern necessity. But hunger may be voluntarily endured for many an hour when conscience
makes a man willing to fast. Reproach may have a bitter fang, but it can be bravely
endured, when I am animated by a sense of the justice of my cause. Now Paul counted that
all the ills which befell him were just incident to the service of his Lord. So for the
love he bear to the name of Jesus, the hardships of servitude or self-mortification sat
lightly on his shoulders, and were brooked cheerily by his heart.
There is yet a third reason why Paul was content, I will illustrate it. Many an old
veteran takes great pleasure in recounting the dangers and sufferings of his past life. He
looks back with more than contentment, oftentimes with self-gratulation, upon the terrible
dangers and distresses of his heroic career. Yet the smile that lights his eye, and the
pride that sits on his lofty wrinkled brow as he recounts his stories, were not there when
he was in he midst of the scenes he is now describing. It is only since the dangers are
past, the fears have subsided, and the issue is complete, that his enthusiasm has been
kindled to a flame. But Paul stood on vantage ground here. "In all these
things," said he, "we are more than conquerors." Witness his voyage
toward Rome. When the ship in which he sailed was caught and driven before a tempestuous
wind; when darkness veiled the skies; when neither sun nor stars in many days appeared;
when hope failed every heart;he alone bore up with manly courage. And why? The angel
of God stood by him, and said, Fear not. His faith was predestinarian, and as such,
he had as much peaceful contentment in his breast while the tribulation lasted as when it
had closed.
And now I want to commend the lesson of my text very briefly to the rich, a little
more at length to the poor, and then with sympathy and counsel to the sickthose
who are sore-tried in their persons by suffering.
First, to the RICH. The apostle Paul says, "I have learned, in whatsoever state I am,
therewith to be content." Now some of you have, as far as your circumstances are
concerned, all that the heart can wish. God has placed you in such a position that you
have not to toil with your hands, and in the sweat of your face gain a livelihood. You
will perhaps think that any exhortation to you to be contented is needless. Alas! my
brethren, a man may be very discontented though he be very rich. It is quite as possible
for discontent to sit on the throne, as it is to sit on a chaira poor broken-backed
chair in a hovel. Remember that a man's contentment is in his mind, not in the extent of
his possessions. Alexander, with all the world at his feet, cries for another world to
conquer. He is sorry because there are not other countries into which he may carry his
victorious arms, and wade up to his loins in the blood of his fellow man, to slake the
thrist of his insatiable ambition. To you who are rich, it is necessary that we give the
same exhortation as to the poor: "learn to be content." Many a rich man who has
an estate is not satisfied, because there is a little corner-piece of ground that belongs
to his neighbour, like Naboth's vineyard that the king of Israel needed that he might make
a garden of herbs hard by his palace. "What matters it," says he, "though I
have all these acres, unless I can have Naboth's vineyard?" Surely a king should have
been ashamed to crave that paltry half-acre of a poor man's patrimony. But yet so it is;
men with vast estates, which they are scarcely able to ride over, may have that old
horse-leech in their hearts, which always cries, "Give, give! More, more!" They
thought when they had but little, that if they had ten thousand pounds it would be enough.
They have it: they want twenty thousand pounds. When they have that, they still want more.
Yes, and if you had it, it would be "A trifle more!" So would it continually be.
As your possessions increased, so would the lust of acquiring property increase. We must,
then, press upon the rich this exhortation: "Learn in your state, therewith to be
content."
Besides, there is another danger that frequently awaits the rich man. When he has enough
wealth and property, he has not always enough honour. If the queen would but make him a
justice of the peace for the country, how glorious would my lord become! That done, he
will never be satisfied till he is a knight; and if he were a knight, he would never be
content until he became a baron; and my lord would never be satisfied till he was an earl;
nor would he even then be quite content unless he could be a duke; nor would he be quite
satisfied I trow then, unless there were a kingdom for him somewhere. Men are not easily
satisfied with honour. The world may bow down at a man's feet; then he will ask he world
to get up and bow again, and so keep on bowing for ever, for the lust of honour is
insatiate. Man must be honoured, and though king Ahasuerus make Haman the first man in the
empire, yet all this availeth nothing, so long as Mordecai in the gate doth not bow down
to my lord Haman. Oh! Learn, brethren, in whatever state you are, therewith to be content.
And here let me speak to the elders and deacons of this church. Brethren, learn to be
content with the office you hold, not envious of any superior honour to exalt yourselves.
I turn to myself, I turn to the ministry, I turn to all of us in our ranks and degrees in
Christ's Church; we must be content with the honour, but to content to give it all up,
knowing that it is but a puff of breath after all. Let us be willing to be the servants of
the Church, and to serve them for nought, if need be even without the reward of their
thanks, may we but receive at last the right good sentence from the lips of the Lord Jesus
Christ. We must learn, in whatever state we are, therewith to be content.
At a little more length I have to counsel the POOR. "I have learned," says the
apostle, "in whatever state I am, therewith to be content."
A very large number of my present congregation belong to those who labour hard, and who,
perhaps, without any unkindly reflection, may be put down in this catalogue of the poor.
They have enoughbarely enough, and sometimes they are even reduced to straitness.
Now remember, my dear friends, you who are poor, there are two sorts of poor people in the
world. There are the Lord's poor, and there are the devil's poor. As for the devil's poor:
they become pauperized by their own idleness, their own vice, their own extravagance. I
have nothing to say to them to-night. There is another class, the Lord's poor. They are
poor through trying providences, poor, but industrious,labouring to find all things
honest in the sight of all men, but yet they still continue through an inscrutable
providence to be numbered with the poor and needy. You will excuse me, brothers and
sisters, in exhorting you to be contented; and yet why should I ask excuse, since it is
but a part of my office to stir you up to everything that is pure and lovely, and of good
report? I beseech you, in your humble sphere, cultivate contentment. Be not idle. Seek, if
you can, by superior skill, steady perseverance, and temperate thriftiness, to raise your
position. Be not so extravagant as to live entirely without care or carefulness; for he
that provideth not for his own household with careful fore-thought, is worse than a
heathen man and a publican; but at the same time, be contented; and where God has placed
you, strive to adorn that position, be thankful to him, and bless his name. And shall I
give you some reasons for so doing?
Remember, that if you are poor in this world so was your Lord. A Christian is a believer
who hath fellowship with Christ; but a poor Christian hath in his poverty a special vein
of fellowship with Christ opened up to him. Your Master wore a peasant's garb, and
spoke a peasant's brogue. His companions were the toiling fishermen. He was not one who
was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day. He knew what it was
to be hungry and thirsty, nay, he was poorer than you, for he had not where to lay his
head. Let this console you. Why should a disciple be above his Master, or a servant above
his Lord? In your poverty, moreover, you are capable of communion with Christ. You can
say, "Was Christ poor? Now can I sympathize with him in his poverty. Was he weary,
and did he sit thus on the well? I am weary too, and I can have fellowship with Christ in
that sweat which he wiped from his brow." Some of you brethren cannot go the length
you can; it were wrong of them to attempt to do it, for voluntary poverty is voluntary
wickedness. But inasmuch as God hath made you poor, you have a facility for walking with
Christ, where others cannot. You can go with him through all the depths of care and woe,
and follow him almost into the wilderness of temptation, when you are in your straits and
difficulties for lack of bread. Let this always cheer and comfort you, and make you happy
in your poverty, because your Lord and Master is able to sympathize as well as to succour.
Permit me to remind you again, that you should be contented, because otherwise you will
belie your own prayers. You kneel down in the morning, and you say, "Thy will be
done!" Suppose you get up and want your own will, and rebel against the dispensation
of your heavenly Father, have you not made yourself out to be a hypocrite? The language of
your prayer is at variance with the feeling of your heart. Let it always be sufficient for
you to think that you are where God put you. Have you not heard the story of the heroic
boy on board the burning ship? When his father told him to stand in a certain part of the
vessel, he would not move till his father bade him, but stood still when the ship was on
fire. Though warned of his danger he held his ground. Until his father told him to move,
there would he stay. The ship was blown up, and he perished in his fidelity. And shall a
child be more faithful to an earthly parent than we are to our Father, who is in heaven?
He has ordered everything for our good, and can he be forgetful of us? Let us believe that
whatever he appoints is best; let us choose rather his will than our own. If there were
two places, one a place of poverty, and another a place of riches and honour, if I could
have my choice, it should be my privilege to say, "Nevertheless, not as I will, but
as thou wilt."
Another reflection suggests itself. If you are poor you should be well content with your
position, because, depend upon it, it is the fittest for you. Unerring wisdom cast your
lot. If you were rich, you would not have so much grace as you have now. Perhaps God knew,
that did he not make you poor, he would never get you to heaven at all; and so he has kept
you where you are, that he may conduct you thither. Suppose there is a ship of large
tonnage to be brought up a river, and in one part of the river there is a shallow, should
some one ask, "Why does the captain steer his vessel through the deep part of the
channel?" His answer would be, "Because I should not get it into harbour at all
if I did not take it by this course." So, it may be, you would remain aground and
suffer shipwreck, if your Divine Captain did not always make you trace the deepest part of
the water, and make you go where the current ran with the greatest speed. Some plants die
if they are too much exposed; it may be that you are planted in some sheltered part of the
garden where you do not get so much sun as you would like, but you are put there as a
plant of his own righteous planting, that you may bring forth fruit unto perfection.
Remember this, had any other condition been better for you than the one in which you are,
God would have put you there. You are put by him in the most suitable place, and if you
had had the picking of your lot half-an-hour afterwards, you would have come back and
said, "Lord, choose for me, for I have not chosen the best after all." You have
heard, perhaps, the old fable in Aesop, of the men that complained to Jupiter, of their
burdens, and the god in anger bade them every one get rid of his burden, and take the one
he would like best. They all came and proposed to do so. There was a man who had a lame
leg, and he thought he could do better if he had a blind eye; the man who had a blind eye
thought he could do better if he had to bear poverty and not blindness, while the man who
was poor thought poverty the worst of ills; he would not mind taking the sickness of the
rich man if he could but have his riches. So they all made a change. But the fable saith
that within an hour they were all back again, asking that they might have their own
burdens, they found the original burdens so much lighter than the one that was taken by
their own selection. So would you find it. Then be content; you cannot better your lot.
Take up your cross; you could not have a better trial than you have got; it is the best
for you; it sifts you the most; it will do you the most good, and prove the most effective
means of making you perfect in every good word and work to the glory of God.
And surely, my dear brethren, if I need to add another argument why you should be content,
it were this: whatever your trouble, it is not for long; you may have no estate on earth,
but you have a large one in heaven, and perhaps that estate in heaven will be all the
larger by reason of the poverty you have had to endure here below. You may have scarcely a
house to cover your head, but you have a mansion in heaven,a house not made with
hands. Your head may often lie without a pillow, but it shall one day wear a crown. Your
hands may be blistered with toil, but they shall sweep the strings of golden harps. You
may have to go home often to dinner of herbs, but there you shall eat bread in the kingdom
of God, and sit down at the marriage supper of the Lamb.
"The way may be rough, but it
cannot be long,
So we'll smooth it with hope and cheer it with song."
Yet a little while, the painful
conflict will be over. Courage, comrades, courage,glittering robes for conquerors.
Courage, my brother, courage, thou mayest sooner become rich than thou dreamest of;
perhaps there is e'en now, but a step between thee and thine inheritance. Thou mayest go
home, peradventure, shivering in the cold March wind; but ere morning dawneth thou mayest
be in thy Master's bosom. Bear up with thy lot then, bear up with it. Let not the child of
a king, who has an estate beyond the stars, murmur as others. You are not so poor after
all, as they are who have no hope; though you may seem poor, you are rich. Do not let your
poor neighbours see you disconsolate, but let them see in you that holy calmness, that
sweet resignation, that gracious submission, which makes the poor man more glorious than
he that wears a coronet, and lifts the son of the soil up from his rustic habitation, and
sets him among the princes of the blood-royal of heaven. Be happy, brethren, be satisfied
and content. God will have you to learn, in whatever state you may be, therewith to be
content.
And now just one or two words to SUFFERERS. All men are born to sorrow, but some men are
born to a double portion of it. As among trees, so among men, there are different classes.
The cypress seems to have been created specially to stand at the grave's head and be a
weeper; and there are some men, and some women, that seem to have been made on purpose
that they might weep. There are the Jeremiahs of our race; they do not often know an hour
free from pain. Their poor weary bodies have dragged along through a miserable life,
diseased, perhaps, even from their birth, suffering some sorrowful infirmity that will not
let them know even the gaiety and the frolic of youth. They grow up to mourning, and each
year's suffering drives its ploughshare deeper into their brows, and they are aptand
who can blame them?they are apt to murmur, and they say, "Why am I thus? I
cannot enjoy the pleasures of life as others can; why is it?" "Oh!" says
some poor sister, "consumption has looked on me; that fell disease has blanched my
cheek. Why should I have to come, scarcely able to breathe, up to the house of God, and
after sitting here, exhausted with the heat of this crowded sanctuary, to retire to my
home, and prepare to engage in daily labour much too heavy for me; my very bed not
yielding me repose, and my nights scared with visions and affrighted with dreams?why
is this?" I say it these brothers and sisters mourn, we are not men to blame them,
because, when we are sick, we brook it ill, and murmur more than they. I do admire
patience, because I feel myself so incapable of it. When I see a man suffering, and
suffering bravely, I often feel small in his presence. I wonder, yes, I admire and love
this man who can bear pain, and say so little about it. We who are naturally healthy and
strong, when we do suffer, we can hardly endure it. Caesar pules like a sick girl, and so
do some of the strongest when they are brought down; while hose who are always enduring
suffering bear it like heroes,martyrs to pain, and yet not uttering a complaint.
There was good John Calvin, all his life long a victim of sickness; he was a complication
of diseases. His visage, when he was a young man, as may be judged of from the different
portraits of him, exhibited the signs of decay; and though he lived a long while, he
seemed as if he was always going to die to-morrow. In the deepest of his agony, suffering
from severe spinal pains and acute disease, the only cry he was ever known to utter was, "Domine
usquequo? How long, Lord? How long, Lord?" A more repining expression than that
he never used. Ah! but we get kicking against the pricks, murmuring and complaining.
Brothers and sisters, the exhortation to you is to be content. Your pains are sharp, yet
"his strokes are fewer than your crimes, and lighter than your guilt." From the
pains of hell Christ has delivered you. Why should a living man complain? As long as you
are out of hell, gratitude may mingle with your groans.
Besides, remember that all these sufferings are less than his sufferings. "Canst thou
not watch with thy Lord one hour?" He hangs upon the tree with a world's miseries in
his bowels; cannot you bear these lesser miseries that fall on you? Remember that all
these chastenings work for your good; they are all making you ready; every stroke of your
Father's rod is bringing you nearer to perfection. The flame doth not hurt thee; it only
refines thee, and takes away thy dross. Remember too, that thy pain and sickness have been
so greatly blessed to thee already, that thou never oughtest to rebel. "Before I was
afflicted I went astray, but now I have kept thy word." You have seen more of heaven
through your sickness, than you ever could have seen if you had been well. When we are
well, we are like men in a clay hut, we cannot see much light; but when disease comes and
shakes the hut, and dashes down the mud, and makes the wattles in the wall tremble, and
there is a crevice or two, the sunlight of heaven shines through. Sick men can see a great
deal more of glory than men do when they are in health. This hard heart of ours, when it
is undisturbed, waxes gross. When the strings of our harp are all unstrung, they make
better music than when they are best wound up. There are some heaven-notes that never come
to us but when we are shut up in the darkened chamber. Grapes must be pressed before the
wine can be distilled. Furnace work is necessary to make us of any use in the world. We
should be just the poorest things that can be, if we did not sometimes get sick. Perhaps,
you that are frequently tried and frequently pained, would have been scarcely worth
anything in the vineyard of Christ, if it had not been for this trial of your faith. You
have a sharp filling, but if you had not been well filed, you would not have been an
instrument fit for the Master's use, you would have grown so rusty. If he had kept you
always free from suffering, you would have been often lacking those sweet cordials which
the Physician of souls administers to his fainting patients.
Be content then; but I feel as if I hardly must say it, because I am not sick myself. When
I came to you once, from the chamber of suffering, pale, and thin, and sick, and ill, I
remember addressing you from that text, that was blessed to some far away in
America,"If needs be ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations."
Then I think I might very justly have said to you, "In whatsoever state you are, be
content;" but now that I am not suffering myself, I do not feel as if I can say it so
boldly as I could then. But nevertheless, be it so, brothers and sisters; try if you can
and imitate this beloved apostle Paul. "I have learned in whatsoever state I am,
therewith to be content."
Before I dismiss you there is this one other sentence. You that love not Christ, recollect
that you are the most miserable people in the world. Though you may think yourselves
happy, there is no one of us that would change places with the best of you. When we are
very sick, very poor, and on the borders of the grave, if you were to step in and say to
us "Come, I will change places with you; you shall have my gold, and my silver, my
riches, and my health," and the like, there is not one living Christian that would
change places with you. We would not stop to deliberate, we would give you at once our
answer"No, go your way, and delight in what you have; but all your treasures
are transient, they will soon pass away. We will keep our sufferings, and you shall keep
your gaudy toys." Saints have no hell but what they suffer here on earth; sinners
will have no heaven but what they have here in his poor troublesome world. We have our
sufferings here and our glory afterwards; you may have your glory here, but you will have
your sufferings for ever and ever. God grant you new hearts, and right spirits, a living
faith in a living Jesus, and then I would say to you as I have said to the restman,
in whatsoever state you are, be content.
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