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Christ's First and Last Subject
A Sermon Delivered on Sabbath Morning, August 19th, 1860, by the
REV. C.H. SPURGEON
At Exeter Hall, Strand
"From that time Jesus began to preach, and to
say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand"Matthew 4:17.
"And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all
nations, beginning at Jerusalem"Luke 24:47.
It seems from these two texts that repentance was
the first subject upon which the Redeemer dwelt, and that it was the last, which, with his
departing breath, he commended to the earnestness of his disciples. He begins his mission
crying, "Repent," he ends it by saying to his successors the apostles,
"Preach repentance and remission of sins among all nations, beginning at
Jerusalem." This seems to me to be a very interesting fact, and not simply
interesting, but instructive. Jesus Christ opens his commission by preaching repentance.
What then? Did he not by this act teach us how important repentance wasso important
that the very first time he opens his mouth, he shall begin with, "Repent, for the
kingdom of heaven is at hand." Did he not feel that repentance was necessary to be
preached before he preached faith in himself, because the soul must first repent of sin
before it will seek a Saviour, or even care to know whether there is a Saviour at all? And
did he not also indicate to us that as repentance was the opening lesson of the divine
teaching, so, if we would be his disciples, we must begin by sitting on the stool of
repentance, before we can possibly go upward to the higher forms of faith and of full
assurance? Jesus at the first begins with repentance,that repentance may be the
Alpha, the first letter of the spiritual alphabet which all believers must learn; and when
he concluded his divine commission with repentance, what did he say to us but
thisthat repentance was still of the very last importance? He preaches it with his
first, he will utter it with his last breath; with this he begins, with this he will
conclude. He knew that repentance was, to spiritual life, a sort of Alpha and
Omegait was the duty of the beginning, it was the duty of the end. He seemed to say
to us, "Repentance, which I preached to you three years ago, when I first came into
the world, as a public teacher, is as binding, as necessary for you who heard me then, and
who then obeyed my voice, as it was at the very first instant, and it is equally needful
that you who have been with me from the beginning, should not imagine that the theme is
exhausted and out of date; you too must begin your ministry and conclude it with the same
exhortation, 'Repent and be converted, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.'" It
seems to me that nothing could set forth Jesus Christ's idea of the high value of
repentance, more fully and effectually than the fact that he begins with it, and that he
concludes with itthat he should say, "Repent," as the key-note of his
ministry, preaching this duty before he fully develops all the mystery of godliness, and
that he should close his life-song as a good composer must, with his first key-note,
bidding his disciples still cry, "Repentance and remission of sins are preached in
Jesus' name." I feel then that I need no further apology for introducing to your
solemn and serious attention, the subject of saving repentance. And oh! while we are
talking of it, may God the Holy Ghost breathe into all our spirits, and may we now repent
before him, and now find those blessings which he hath promised to the penitent.
With regard to repentance, these four things:first, its origin; secondly, its
essentials; thirdly, its companions; and fourthly, its excellencies.
I. RepentanceITS ORIGIN.
When we cry, "Repent and be converted," there are some foolish men who call us
legal. Now we beg to state, at the opening of this first point, that repentance is of
gospel parentage. It was not born near Mount Sinai. It never was brought forth
anywhere but upon Mount Zion. Of course, repentance is a dutya natural
dutybecause, when man hath sinned, who is there brazen enough to say that it is not
man's bounden duty to repent of having done so? It is a duty which even nature itself
would teach. But gospel repentance was never yet produced as a matter of duty. It was
never brought forth in the soul by demands of law, nor indeed can the law, except as the
instrument in the hand of grace, even assist the soul towards saving repentance. It is a
remarkable fact that the law itself makes no provision for repentance. It says, "This
do, and thou shalt live; break my command, and thou shalt die." There is nothing said
about penitence; there is no offer of pardon made to those that repent. The law pronounces
its deadly curse upon the man that sins but once, but it offers no way of escape, no door
by which the man may be restored to favour. The barren sides of Sinai have no soil in
which to nourish the lovely plant of penitence. Upon Sinai the dew of mercy never fell.
Its lightnings and its thunders have frightened away the angel of Mercy once for all, and
there Justice sits, with sword of flame, upon its majestic throne of rugged rock, never
purposing for a moment to put up its sword into the scabbard, and to forgive the offender.
Read attentively the twentieth chapter of Exodus. You have the commandments there all
thundered forth with trumpet voice, but there is no pause between where Mercy with her
silver voice may step in and say, "But if ye break this law, God will have mercy upon
you, and will shew himself gracious if ye repent." No words of repentance, I say,
were ever proclaimed by the law; no promise by it made to penitents; and no assistance is
by the law ever offered to those who desire to be forgiven. Repentance is a gospel grace.
Christ preached it, but not Moses. Moses neither can nor will assist a soul to repent,
only Jesus can use the law as a means of conviction and an argument for repentance. Jesus
gives pardon to those who seek it with weeping and with tears; but Moses knows of no such
thing. If repentance is ever obtained by the poor sinner, it must be found at the foot of
the cross, and not where the ten commandments lie shivered at Sinai's base.
And as repentance is of gospel parentage, I make a second remark, it is also of
gracious origin. Repentance was never yet produced in any man's heart apart from the
grace of God. As soon may you expect the leopard to regret the blood with which its fangs
are moistened,as soon might you expect the lion of the wood to abjure his cruel
tyranny over the feeble beasts of the plain, as expect the sinner to make any confession,
or offer any repentance that shall be accepted of God, unless grace shall first renew the
heart. Go and loose the bands of everlasting winter in the frozen north with your own
feeble breath, and then hope to make tears of penitence bedew the cheek of the hardened
sinner. Go ye and divide the earth, and pierce its bowels with an infant's finger, and
then hope that your eloquent appeal, unassisted by divine grace, shall be able to
penetrate the adamantine heart of man. Man can sin, and he can continue in it, but to
leave the hateful element is a work for which he needs a power divine. As the river rushes
downward with increasing fury, leaping from crag to crag in ponderous cataracts of power,
so is the sinner in his sin; onward and downward, onward, yet more swiftly, more mightily,
more irresistibly, in his hellish course. Nothing but divine grace can bid that cataract
leap upward, or make the floods retrace the pathway which they have worn for themselves
down the rocks. Nothing, I say, but the power which made the world, and digged the
foundations of the great deep, can ever make the heart of man a fountain of life from
which the floods of repentance may gush forth. So then, soul, if thou shalt ever repent,
it must be a repentance, not of nature, but of grace. Nature can imitate repentance; it
can produce remorse; it can generate the feeble resolve; it can even lead to a partial,
practical reform; but unaided nature cannot touch the vitals and new-create the soul.
Nature may make the eyes weep, but it cannot make the heart bleed. Nature can bid you
amend your ways, but it cannot renew your heart. No, you must look upward, sinner; you
must look upward to him who is able to save unto the uttermost. You must at his hands
receive the meek and tender spirit; from his finger must come the touch that shall
dissolve the rock; and from his eye must dart the flash of love and light that can scatter
the darkness of your impenitence. Remember, then, at the outset, that true repentance is
of gospel origin, and is not the work of the law; and on the other hand, it is of gracious
origin, and is not the work of the creature.
II. But to pass forward from this first point to our second head, let us notice the
ESSENTIALS of true repentance. The old divines adopted various methods of explaining
penitence. Some of them said it was a precious medicine, compounded of six things; but in
looking over their divisions, I have felt that I might with equal success divide
repentance into four different ingredients. This precious box of ointment which must be
broken over the Saviour's heard before the sweet perfume of peace can ever be smelt in the
soulthis precious ointment is compounded of four most rare, most costly things. God
give them to us and then give us the compound itself mixed by the Master's hand. True
repentance consists of illumination, humiliation, detestation, and transformation.
To take them one by one. The first part of true repentance consists of illumination.
Man by nature is impenitent, because he does not know himself to be guilty. There are many
acts which he commits in which he sees no sin, and even in great and egregious faults, he
often knows that he is not right, but he does not perceive the depth, the horrible
enormity of the sin which is involved in them. Eye-salve is one of the first medicines
which the Lord uses with the soul. Jesus touches the eye of the understanding, and the man
becomes guilty in his own sight, as he always was guilty in the sight of God. Crimes long
forgotten start up from the grave where his forgetfulness had buried them; sins, which he
thought were no sins, suddenly rise up on their true character, and acts, which he thought
were perfect, now discover themselves to have been so mixed with evil motive that they
were far from being acceptable with God. The eye is no more blind, and therefore the heart
is no more proud, for the seeing eye will make a humble heart. If I must paint a picture
of penitence in this first stage, I should portray a man with his eyes bandaged walking
through a path infested with the most venomous vipers; vipers which have formed a horrible
girdle about his loins, and are hanging like bracelets from his wrists. The man is so
blind that he knows not where he is, nor what it is which he fancies to be a jewelled belt
upon his arm. I would then in the picture touch his eyes and bid you see his horror, and
his astonishment, when he discovers where he is and what he is. He looks behind him, and
he sees through what broods of vipers he has walked; he looks before him, and he sees how
thickly his future path is strewed with these venomous beasts. He looks about him, and in
his living bosom looking out from his guilty heart, he sees the head of a vile serpent,
which has twisted its coils into his very vitals. I would try, if I could, to throw into
that face, horror, dismay, dread, and sorrow, a longing to escape, an anxious desire to
get rid of all these things which must destroy him unless he should escape from them. And
now, my dear hearers, have you ever been the subject of this divine illumination? Has God,
who said to an unformed world, "Let there be light," has he said, "Let
there be light" in your poor benighted soul? Have you learned that your best deeds
have been vile, and that as for your sinful acts they are ten thousand times more wicked
than ever you believed them to be? I will not believe that you have ever repented unless
you have first received divine illumination. I cannot expect a blind eye to see the filth
upon a black hand, nor can I ever believe that the understanding which has never been
enlightened can detect the sin which has stained your daily life.
Next to illumination, comes humiliation. The soul having seen itself, bows before
God, strips itself of all its vain boasting, and lays itself flat on its face before the
throne of mercy. It could talk proudly once of merit, but now it dares not pronounce the
word. Once it could boast itself before God, with "God, I thank thee that I am not as
other men are"; but now it stands in the distance, and smites upon its breast,
crying, "God be merciful to me a sinner." Now the haughty eye, the proud look,
which God abhorreth, are cast away, and the eye, instead thereof, becomes a channel of
tearsits floods are perpetual, it mourneth, it weepeth, and the soul crieth out both
day and night before God, for it is vexed with itself, because it has vexed the Holy
Spirit, and is grieved within itself because it hath grieved the Most High. Here if I had
to depict penitence, I should borrow the picture of the men of Calais before our
conquering king. There they kneel, with ropes about their necks, clad in garments of
sackcloth, and ashes cast about their heads, confessing that they deserve to die; but
stretching out their hands they implore mercy; and one who seems the personification of
the angel of mercyor rather, of Christ Jesus, the God of mercystands pleading
with the king to spare their lives. Sinner, thou hast never repented unless that rope has
been about thy neck after a spiritual fashion, if thou hast not felt that hell is thy just
desert, and that if God banish thee for ever from himself, to the place where hope and
peace can never come, he has only done with thee what thou hast richly earned. If thou
hast not felt that the flames of hell are the ripe harvest which thy sins have sown, thou
hast never yet repented at all. We must acknowledge the justice of the penalty as well as
the guilt of the sin, or else it is but a mock repentance which we pretend to possess.
Down on thy face, sinner, down on thy face; put away thine ornaments from thee, that he
may know what to do with thee. No more anoint thine head and wash thy face, but fast and
bow thy head and mourn. Thou hast made heaven mourn, thou hast made earth sad, thou hast
digged hell for thyself. Confess thine iniquity with shame, and with confusion of face;
bow down before the God of mercy and acknowledge that if he spare thee it will be his free
mercy that shall do it; but if he destroy thee, thou shalt not have one word to say
against the justice of the solemn sentence. Such a stripping does the Holy Spirit give,
when he works this repentance, that men sometimes under it sink so low as even to long for
death in order to escape from the burden which soul-humiliation has cast upon them. I do
not desire that you should have that terror, but I do pray that you may have no boasting
left, that you may stop your mouth and feel that if now the judgment hour were set, and
the judgment day were come, you must stand speechless, even though God should say,
"Depart, ye cursed, into everlasting fire in hell." Without this I say there is
no genuine evangelical repentance.
The third ingredient is detestation. The soul must go a step further than mere
sorrow; it must come to hate sin, to hate the very shadow of it, to hate the house where
once sin and it were boon companions, to hate the bed of pleasure and all its glittering
tapestries, yea, to hate the very garments spotted with the flesh. There is no repentance
where a man can talk lightly of sin, much less where he can speak tenderly and lovingly of
it. When sin cometh to thee delicately, like Agag, saying, "Surely the bitterness of
death is past," if thou hast true repentance it will rise like Samuel and hew thy
Agag in pieces before the Lord. As long as thou harbourest one idol in thy heart, God will
never dwell there. Thou must break not only the images of wood and of stone, but of silver
and of gold; yea, the golden calf itself, which has been thy chief idolatry, must be
ground in powder and mingled in the bitter water of penitence, and thou must be made to
drink thereof. There is such a loathing of sin in the soul of the true penitent that he
cannot bear its name. If you were to compel him to enter its palaces he would be wretched.
A penitent cannot bear himself in the house of the profane. He feels as if the house must
fall upon him. In the assembly of the wicked he would be like a dove in the midst of
ravenous kites. As well may the sheep lick blood with the wolf, as well may the dove be
comrade at the vulture's feast of carrion, as a penitent sinner revel in sin. Through
infirmity he may slide into it, but through grace he will rise out of it and abhor even
his clothes in which he has fallen into the ditch (Job 9:31). The sinner unrepentant, like
the sow, wallows in the mire; but the penitent sinner, like the swallow, may sometimes dip
his wings in the limpid pool of iniquity, but he is aloft again, twittering forth with the
chattering of the swallow most pitiful words of penitence, for he grieves that he should
have so debased himself and sinned against his God. My hearer, if thou dost not so hate
thy sins as to be ready to give them all upif thou art not willing now to hang them
on Haman's gallows a hundred and twenty cubits highif thou canst not shake them off
from thee as Paul did the viper from his hand, and shake it into the fire with
detestation, then, I say, thou knowest not the grace of God in truth; for if thou lovest
sin thou lovest neither God nor thyself, but thou choosest thine own damnation. Thou art
in friendship with death and in league with hell; God deliver thee from this wretched
state of heart, and bring thee to detest thy sin.
There lacks one more ingredient yet. We have had illumination, humiliation, and
detestation. There must be another thing, namely, a thorough transformation,
for
"Repentance is to leave
The sins we loved before,
And show that we in earnest grieve
By doing so no more."
The penitent man reforms his outward
life. The reform is not partial, but in heart, it is universal and complete. Infirmity may
mar it, but grace will always be striving against human infirmity, and the man will hate
and abandon every false way. Tell me not, deceptive tradesman, that you have repented of
your sin while lying placards are still upon your goods. Tell me not, thou who wast once a
drunkard, that thou hast turned to God while yet the cup is dear to thee, and thou canst
still wallow in it by excess. Come not to me and say I have repented, thou avaricious
wretch, whilst thou art yet grinding thine almost cent, per cent, out of some helpless
tradesman whom thou hast taken like a spider in thy net. Come not to me and say thou are
forgiven, when thou still harboureth revenge and malice against thy brother, and speaketh
against thine own mother's son. Thou liest to thine own confusion. Thy face is as the
whore's forehead that is brazen, if thou darest to say "I have repented," when
thine arms are up to the elbow in the filth of thine iniquity. Nay, man, God will not
forgive your lusts while you are still revelling in the bed of your uncleanness. And do
you imagine he will forgive your drunken feasts while you are still sitting at the
glutton's table! Shall he forgive your profanity when your tongue is still quivering with
an oath? Think you that God shall forgive your daily transgressions when you repeat them
again, and again, and again, wilfully plunging into the mire? He will wash thee, man, but
he will not wash thee for the sake of permitting thee to plunge in again and defile
thyself once more. "Well," do I hear you say, "I do feel that such a change
as that has taken place in me." I am glad to hear it, my dear sir; but I must ask you
a further question. Divine transformation is not merely in act but in the very soul; the
new man not only does not sin as he used to do, but he does not want to sin as he used to
do. The flesh-pots of Egypt sometimes send up a sweet smell in his nostrils, and when he
passes by another man's house, where the leek, and garlic, and onion are steaming in the
air, he half wishes to go back again to his Egyptian bondage, but in a moment he checks
himself, saying, "No, no; the heavenly manna is better than this; the water out of
the rock is sweeter than the waters of the Nile, and I cannot return to my old slavery
under my old tyrant." There may be insinuations of Satan, but his soul rejects them,
and agonizes to cast them out. His very heart longs to be free from every sin, and if he
could be perfect he would. There is not one sin he would spare. If you want to give him
pleasure, you need not ask him to go to your haunt of debauchery; it would be the greatest
pain to him you could imagine. It is not only his customs and manners, but his nature that
is changed. You have not put new leaves on the tree, but there is a new root to it. It is
not merely new branches, but there is a new trunk altogether, and new sap, and there will
be new fruit as the result of this newness. A glorious transformation is wrought by a
gracious God. His penitence has become so real and so complete that the man is not the man
he used to be. He is a new creature in Christ Jesus. If you are renewed by grace, and were
to meet your old self, I am sure you would be very anxious to get out of his company.
"No," say you, "no, sir, I cannot accompany you." "Why, you used
to swear"! "I cannot now." "Well, but," says he, "you and I
are very near companions." "Yes, I know we are, and I wish we were not. You are
a deal of trouble to me every day. I wish I could be rid of you for ever."
"But," says Old Self, "you used to drink very well." "Yes, I know
it. I know thou didst, indeed, Old Self. Thou couldst sing a song as merrily as any one.
Thou wast ringleader in all sorts of vice, but I am no relation of thine now. Thou art of
the old Adam, and I of the new Adam. Thou art of thine old father, the devil; but I have
anothermy Father, who is in heaven." I tell you, brethren, there is no man in
the world you will hate so much as your old self, and there will be nothing you will so
much long to get rid of as that old man who once was dragging you down to hell, and who
will try his hand at it over and over again every day you live, and who will accomplish it
yet, unless that divine grace which has made you a new man shall keep you a new man even
to the end.
Good Rowland Hill, in his "Village Dialogues," gives the Christian, whom he
describes in the first part of the book, the name of Thomas Newman. Ah! and everyman who
goes to heaven must have the name of new-man. We must not expect to enter there unless we
are created anew in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we
should walk in them. I have thus, as best I could, feeling many and very sad distractions
in my own mind, endeavored to explain the essentials of true repentanceillumination,
humiliation, detestation, transformation. The endings of the words, though they are long
words may commend them to your attention and assist you to retain them.
III. And now, with all brevity, let me notice, in the third place, the COMPANIONS of true
repentance.
Her first companion is faith. There was a question once asked by the old Puritan
divinesWhich was first in the soul, Faith or Repentance? Some said that a man could
not truly repent of sin until he believed in God, and had some sense of a Saviour's love.
Others said a man could not have faith till he had repented of sin; for he must hate sin
before he could trust Christ. So a good old minister who was present made the following
remark: "Brethren," said he, "I don't think you can ever settle this
question. It would be something like asking whether, when an infant is born, the
circulation of the blood, or the beating of the pulse can be first observed"? Said
he, "It seems to me that faith and repentance are simultaneous. They come at the same
moment. There could be no true repentance without faith. There never was yet true faith
without sincere repentance." We endorse that opinion. I believe they are like the
Siamese twins; they are born together, and they could not live asunder, but must die if
you attempt to separate them. Faith always walks side by side with his weeping sister,
true Repentance. They are born in the same house at the same hour, and they will live in
the same heart every day, and on your dying bed, while you will have faith on the one hand
to draw the curtain of the next world, you will have repentance, with its tears, as it
lets fall the curtain upon the world from which you are departing. You will have at the
last moment to weep over your own sins, and yet you shall see through that tear the place
where tears are washed away. Some say there is no faith in heaven. Perhaps there is not.
If there be none, then there will be no repentance, but if there be faith there will be
repentance, for where faith lives, repentance must live with it. They are so united, so
married and allied together, that they never can be parted, in time or in eternity. Hast
thou, then, faith in Jesus? Does thy soul look up and trust thyself in his hands? If so,
then hast thou the repentance that needeth not to be repented of.
There is another sweet thing which always goes with repentance, just as Aaron went with
Moses, to be spokesman for him, for you must know that Moses was slow of speech, and so is
repentance. Repentance has fine eyes, but stammering lips. In fact, it usually happens
that repentance speaks through her eyes and cannot speak with her lips at all, except her
friendwho is a good spokesmanis near; he is called, Mr. Confession.
This man is noted for his open breastedness. He knows something of himself, and he tells
all that he knows before the throne of God. Confession keeps back no secrets. Repentance
sighs over the sinconfession tells it out. Repentance feels the sin to be heavy
withinconfession plucks it forth and indicts it before the throne of God. Repentance
is the soul in travailconfession delivers it. My heart is ready to burst, and there
is a fire in my bones through repentanceconfession gives the heavenly fire a vent,
and my soul flames upward before God. Repentance, alone, hath groanings which cannot be
utteredconfession is the voice which expresses the groans. Now then, hast thou made
confession of thy sinnot to man, but to God? If thou hast, then believe that thy
repentance cometh from him, and it is a godly sorrow that needeth not to be repented of.
Holiness is evermore the bosom friend of penitence. Fair angel, clad in pure white
linen, she loves good company and will never stay in a heart where repentance is a
stranger. Repentance must dig the foundations, but holiness shall erect the structure, and
bring forth the top-stone. Repentance is the clearing away of the rubbish of the past
temple of sin; holiness builds the new temple which the Lord our God shall inherit.
Repentance and desires after holiness never can be separated.
Yet once morewherever repentance is, there cometh also with it, peace. As
Jesus walked upon the waters of Galilee, and said, "Peace, be still," so peace
walks over the waters of repentance, and brings quiet and calm into the soul. If thou
wouldst shake the thirst of thy soul, repentance must be the cup out of which thou shalt
drink, and then sweet peace shall be the blessed effect. Sin is such a troublesome
companion that it will always give thee the heartache till thou hast turned it out by
repentance, and then thy heart shall rest and be still. Sin is the rough wind that tears
through the forest, and sways every branch of the trees to and fro; but after penitence
hath come into the soul the wind is hushed, and all is still, and the birds sing in the
branches of the trees which just now creaked in the storm. Sweet peace repentance ever
yields to the man who is the possessor of it. And now what sayest thou my hearerto
put each point personally to theehast thou had peace with God? If not, never rest
till thou hast had it, and never believe thyself to be saved till thou feelest thyself to
be reconciled. Be not content with the mere profession of the head, but ask that the peace
of God which passeth all understanding, may keep your hearts and minds through Jesus
Christ.
IV. And now I come to my fourth and last point, namely, the EXCELLENCIES of repentance.
I shall somewhat surprise you, perhaps, if I say that one of the excellencies of
repentance lies in its pleasantness. "Oh"! you say, "but it is
bitter"! Nay, say I, it is sweet. At least, it is bitter when it is alone, like the
waters of Marah; but there is a tree called the cross, which if thou canst put into it, it
will be sweet, and thou wilt love to drink of it. At a school of mutes who were both deaf
and dumb, the teacher put the following question to her pupils:"What is the
sweetest emotion"? As soon as the children comprehended the question, they took their
slates and wrote their answers. One girl in a moment wrote down "Joy." As soon
as the teacher saw it, she expected that all would write the same, but another girl, more
thoughtful, put her hand to her brow, and she wrote "Hope." Verily, the girl was
not far from the mark. But the next one, when she brought up her slate, had written
"Gratitude," and this child was not wrong. Another one, when she brought up her
slate, had written "Love," and I am sure she was right. But there was one other
who had written in large characters,and as she brought up her slate the tear was in
her eye, showing she had written what she felt,"Repentance is the sweetest
emotion." And I think she was right. Verily, in my own case, after that long
drought, perhaps longer than Elisha's three years in which the heavens poured forth no
rain, when I saw but one tear of penitence coming from my hard, hard soulit was such
a joy! There have been times when you know you have done wrong, but when you could cry
over it you have felt happy. As one weeps for his firstborn, so have you wept over your
sin, and in that very weeping you have had your peace and your joy restored. I am a living
witness that repentance is exceeding sweet when mixed with divine hope, but repentance
without hope is hell. It is hell to grieve for sin with the pangs of bitter remorse, and
yet to know that pardon can never come, and mercy never be vouchsafed. Repentance, with
the cross before its eyes, is heaven itself; at least, if not heaven, it is so next door
to it, that standing on the wet threshold I may see within the pearly portals, and sing
the song of the angels who rejoice within. Repentance, then, has this excellency, that it
is very sweet to the soul which is made to lie beneath its shadow.
Besides this excellency, it is specially sweet to God as well as to men. "A
broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise." When St. Augustine lay
a-dying, he had this verse always fixed upon the curtains, so that as often as he awoke,
he might read it"A broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not
despise." When you despise yourselves, God honours you; but as long as you honour
yourselves, God despises you. A whole heart is a scentless thing; but when it is broken
and bruised, it is like that precious spice which was burned as holy incense in the
ancient tabernacle. When the blood of Jesus is sprinkled on them, even the songs of the
angels, and the vials full of odours sweet that smoke before the throne of the Most High,
are not more agreeable to God than the sighs, and groans, and tears of the brokenhearted
soul. So, then, if thou wouldest be pleasing with God, come before him with many and many
a tear:
"To humble souls and broken
hearts
God with his grace is ever nigh;
Pardon and hope his love imparts,
When men in deep contrition lie.
He tells their tears, he counts their groans,
His Son redeems their souls from death;
His Spirit heals their broken bones,
They in his praise employ their breath."
John Bunyan, in his "Siege of Mansoul," when the defeated townsmen were seeking pardon, names Mr. Wet-eyes as the intercessor with the king. Mr. Wet-eyesgood Saxon word! I hope we know Mr. Wet-eyes, and have had him many times in our house, for if he cannot intercede with God, yet Mr. Wet-eyes is a great friend with the Lord Jesus Christ, and Christ will undertake his case, and then we shall prevail. So have I set forth, then, some, but very few, of the excellencies of repentance. And now, my dear hearers, have you repented of Sin? Oh, impenitent soul, if thou dost not weep now, thou wilt have to weep for ever. The heart that is not broken now, must be broken for ever upon the wheel of divine vengeance. Thou must now repent, or else for ever smart for it. Turn or burnit is the Bible's only alternative. If thou repentest, the gate of mercy stands wide open. Only the Spirit of God bring thee on thy knees in self-abasement, for Christ's cross stands before thee, and he who bled upon it bids thee look at him. Oh, sinner, obey the divine bidding. But, if your heart be hard, like that of the stubborn Jews in the days of Moses, take heed, lest,
"The Lord in vengeance dressed,
Shall lift his head and swear,
You that despised my promised rest,
Shall have no portion there."
At any rate, sinner, if thou wilt not repent, there is one here who will, and that is myself. I repent that I could not preach to you with more earnestness this morning, and throw my whole soul more thoroughly into my pleading with you. the Lord God, whom I serve, is my constant witness that there is nothing I desire so much as to see your hearts broken on account of sin; and nothing has gladdened my heart so much as the many instances lately vouchsafed of the wonders God is doing in this place. There have been men who have stepped into this Hall, who had never entered a place of worship for a score years, and here the Lord has met with them, and I believe, if I could speak the word, there are hundreds who would stand up now, and say, "'Twas here the Lord met with me. I was the chief of sinners; the hammer struck my heart and broke it, and now it has been bound up again by the finger of divine mercy, and I tell it unto sinners, and tell it to this assembled congregation, there have been depths of mercy found that have been deeper than the depths of my iniquity." This day there will be a soul delivered; this morning there will be, I do not doubt, despite my weakness, a display of the energy of God, and the power of the Spirit; some drunkard shall be turned from the error of his ways; some soul, who was trembling on the very jaws of hell, shall look to him who is the sinner's hope, and find peace and pardonay, at this very hour. So be it, O Lord, and thine shall be the glory, world without end.
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